As my eyes opened, I laid motionless. If I moved, Ross probably would too. I couldn't tell if he was awake or not, so I just laid on his chest not moving. What happened last night passed through my mind again, and I smiled a faint smile. I wanted to smile more, but he would know I was awake if I smiled like I wanted to. Part of me wanted him to know I was awake, just to see if that really happened or if I was dreaming.
What was wrong with me? It took a week to convince myself that he wasn't a dream, now I was telling myself the kiss was a dream too? Was I in love with him that much that I could dream that? I had never truly been in love before to know what it felt like. I knew that what I felt know was stronger than any feeling I have ever felt before. He was everything I ever wanted.
Ross pulled one arm under his head, so he was awake. He was waiting for me to wake up. He left one arm tight around me, staying guilt. I could hear his siblings and Ellington out in the living room. I smelled food too. Maybe I should wake up, but this was too nice. I started by clenching his shirt, so he couldn't move on me. I felt the bed move slightly, than his hand was grabbing mine. I shifted my face into his chest. Yeah, this looked real.
I laid still for a minute, until he kissed the top of my head softly. Instinctively I smiled, and I could feel him silently chuckle softly. I let out a sigh and moan. I didn't want to move from this spot. "Good morning beautiful." He speaks softly, before kissing my head again. Although being away from him for the 5 days straight, he made it worth it when I seen him again. I was staying with him until we had to be apart again.
I was still smiling when I slid my face up to look at him, moaning the whole time. Pulling my other hand up to his chest, I laid my chin on it, and took a minute to take him in. He was a beautiful mess. Hair was everywhere, but I'm sure mine was too. He couldn't have been awake long, he still had sleepy droopy eyes. Maybe he just didn't sleep last night. Still holding my hand, he takes two fingers and traces circles on the top of mine.
His smile was beautiful too. It had its own sleepy features to it. Slightly droopy on one side, but still gorgeous. I smiled as a pushed the droopy side up, and he started to laugh. "Good morning to you too." I say in a very sleepy voice. Although I know I slept better than I ever have before, I knew I wasn't getting up anytime soon. I left my hand on his cheek when he closed his eyes and laid against my hand. I fell more in love with him everything he did.
"Do you have any idea what time it is?" His eyes opened as he spoke. I nod, still struggling to speak as I looked into his beautiful face. He took his hand off mine long enough to point at the clock on top of his dresser. I turn away from him long enough to look, than lay my face back into his chest in a moan.
"Is that right?" I ask while sliding my face against his chest to look back up at his. "Is it really a quarter after eleven?" I was surprised I slept that long. He smiles and nods. "How long have you been up?"
"Not very long. Only about 10 minutes. I would have slept longer if Riker hadn't woke me up. I thought he woke you up too when he came in, but I guess not." So that's what woke me up. I try to fight the smile, but it slips. "Mm. So I was right, you were awake?" He lets out a soft laugh.
I bury my face into his chest again. "Guilty." I say softly. This time he laughs a little harder this time, with a deep tone to it. He grabs my chin and lifts it toward him while he rolls over to face me.
"You can't lie, can you?" He says in a deep menacing tone. I nod yes, trying to lie, but the smile slips. He nods no in a bigger smile, and lose it. I laughed harder, until he covers my mouth with one finger. My breathing gets harder when I feel his contact on my lips. "Unless you want Riker to come back in, you better be quiet. He hates having to be quiet when others are sleeping."
When he pulls his finger away, my eyes fall shut and he face falls. He shifts his body where I can't hide my face. Before my eyes can open, I feel his lips on the tip of my nose. My breathing stops for only a second, than it begins to accelerate. He smiles than pulls my face up by my chin, laid his forehead against mine. I open my eyes enough to see him looking into mine, than smiles. I let one show too.
Than his lips are on mine. My eyes fall shut again as I relive last night again. His head shifts to the left to get closer, and kisses me harder than last night. Not controlling my own body, I lean my face in as close as I can, and my hand slides to the back of his neck and locks in his hair. His hand shifts to my lower back, pulling my body closer to his, I kiss him harder. His lips part a little further, and I do the same to put his whole bottom lip between mine. Our breathing is almost a moan before he pulls his lips from mine resting his forehead against mine. He lets out a soft moan, holding that spot.
"You're gonna be the death of me." He speaks quietly trying to catch his breathe.
I fight myself to speak, still not physically able to open my eyes. "Try the other way around." We both laugh silently, than he kisses my nose again, and reaches back to unlock my fingers from his hair. I nod no, but he still does anyway. Laying his head on the pillow off mine, breaks the spell enough where I can finally open my eyes. He smiles at me, with that menacing smile again. "See, you can't lie."
I roll my eyes, not convinced that I can speak without proving him right.
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Love Does Exist (Ross & Heather Fanfiction)
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