this was written by @nxt0kay_ also a dear friend of mine who i miss a lot.
(it wouldnt let me publish with her @ so i had to type her user)
i have searched for the cracks in me that could be mended, the parts that might still glow with life, but all i found were shards- too jagged to fit together, too far gone to ever become whole again. i tried to find reasons, even the smallest ones, to stay, but my spirit is exhausted, worn thin by every failed attempt. there is no light left here, only the quiet void that i must finally embrace.
im sorry i wasnt stronger, or better at pretending i was okay. but know this: i wanted to be. more than anything. i wanted to be fixed. but sometimes... some things are broken beyond repair.
dont blame yourself for not saving me. i was already gone long before i could put it into words.
remember me not as someone who gave up, but as someone who couldnt keep holding on. if you remember me at all.
please forgive me for slipping away. i hope one day youll understand, even if i never could.
YOU ARE READING
poetry
Poëzietrigger warning. dont expect you to read this, words are simply that. just words. but if you do i hope you enjoy 👍 and if you relate to any of these, im so sorry. (all of these are original and written by me unless its said otherwise) might also in...
