BTS Eighth Member | The Life: Year 2018

✈️ Bon Voyage Season 3 | Episode 5.2

July 18th, 2018 :

After putting away all the food in the campsite kitchen we headed out to the fishing site, not before Jungkook decided that the cars needed to be cleaned from all the dust they had gotten over the past few days. While he was throwing away the dirty water, I got into the driver's seat, moving his phone which he'd left there after he'd unlocked the back doors to the passenger's seat.

I was touching up my hair when I saw his phone light up and glanced over. I see SinB's contact My Lovely Princess 🩷 👑. I couldn't help but look over and see she'd sent a picture with a follow-up text "Don't be missing me too much 😉 😘". I look away feeling bad to have looked into his private life. I couldn't help but be a little jealous. The fact even Yoongi saw them lasting meant they truly were the real thing. They deserved all the love but at the same time, a selfish part of me was sad and jealous that they got to have a perfect relationship when I didn't. It was a tiny part of me, but it didn't make it any less real.

"Y/N, do you have my phone?" Jungkook asks opening the driver's door and taking me out of my trance.

"Oh, yeah," I nod, shaking my head from its dark thoughts, "here," I say handing him his phone.

I see he sees a notification from SinB and he smiles, closing the door behind him without another word. I just let out a sigh. Everyone was telling me being single was going to be good for me, but so far, I just felt sad, jealous, and alone.

"Okie dokie, let's go fishing," Hoseok says getting into the passenger's seat and Taehyung in the back once again.

"You have the directions?" I ask, starting the car.

"Yup," Hoseok nods, opening his phone.

Hoseok was probably the best navigator so far and we got to the fishing site in no time without issue. We then got out and divided up all the stuff so we wouldn't have to go back up to the cars from our fishing spot. I was given the fishing net, the parasols, as well as my chair which I'd slung across my back. I was holding the parasols and fishing net flat across both my arms given they were so long. The steps down to the fishing spot were more suggestions than real bonified steps. They were carved into the rock, quite eroded, and had no side railings or safety precautions to speak of. This made the descent quite hard given my view was blocked from the things I was holding and my balance lopsided from the objects I was holding and on my back.

"Be careful," Hoseok said as he climbed down in front of me.

"Yea–" I started to say right before placing my foot on a slopy part of the step and completely losing my balance.

I was sent tumbling to my left onto the ground 7-8 feet below me.

"Woah, Y/N!" Jimin shouted as he oversaw all of our descents.

Because of the way the parasols were weighted I turned to try to rebalance but only ended up falling with my knees scrapping the rock. I dropped the parasols and net and tried to stop my fall by grabbing the rocks, once again only scrapping them in the process. I feel hands wrap around my thighs and another set putting themselves steadily on my lower back. I was then slowly lowered onto my feet.