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Huh? What did he just say? I didn't hear it wrong, did I? Or did I start to imagine things?

I pretended to not hear him clearly when I found myself standing with his support on my arms. His polite grip on my arms were comforting yet the turmoil inside my heart didn't settle down.

"What?" I repeated the word in front of his confused yet silent eyes. He adjusted his hand on my back and pulled me closer when he lowered his head and snuggling his face in my hair, he brushed his lips near my ear and wishpered in a raspy tone.

"Why do you look so shocked? Didn't we promise to get married as soon as possible?" He said and breathed in my hair while his other free hand roamed on my opposite arm down to my wrist as her interlocked our fingers tightly and kissed the skin behind my ears.

"No...it's not that...just-" he didn't let me finish my words and keeping his index finger on my lips, he interrupted me when he opened his mouth to speak when his voice dropped to a low dangerous wishper.

"You are mine. Do you hear me? Mine. I lost you once and I am not doing it again. You ran, you hid and you denied however much longer you wanted to now not anymore. Not when I am so close to you and want you like a madman. I don't care about the world but if they dared to keep you away from me, I will happily burn it down." His every single word hit a nerve inside of me and made me loose sense of what's right and wrong.

I know he's obsessed with me but he's taking it too far.

His darkness, his depraved thoughts and his obsession are something I should be afraid of, right now and I do but I guess I have finally gone mad to think that maybe it's only because he loves me too much and doesn't want to let the world take me away from him when deep down I know that it's not love at all, he wants to own me, possess me as his and only his.

And maybe just maybe, I don't need to deny him anymore.

He won't hurt me if I give myself to him, right? No wait, what am I even thinking about? Now it's no longer a matter between both of us, now it involves my family as well and I don't want them to be in danger because of me.

"I know it but think rationally about it. You think it's so easy for us to just marry overnight? You have a family...I have a family. Yours may not be good but I love mine and I don't want to disappoint them in anyway." Even though it was getting hard for me to breathe when he started nuzzling his face in my neck and brushed his lips to every corner of my throat still I forced myself to stay rational during the time period.

But as if he was displeased with what I said, he bit a small corner of my neck and I hissed at a sudden jolt of pain, pushing him away but failing miserably.

He's face was just too stuck on my skin.

"Lea-leave. It's not time for this..." My words came out more like a whimper than a speech and he got the courage to do more when I was unable to say anything, anymore.

"You missed my touch, right? I am just giving you what you wanted. It's been ages since I last tasted you and I don't ever want to forget what you smell like, taste like, little flower." The deep low wishper from his voice sounded more seductive than threatening. Or maybe it's just because I have started to look at him differently from before.

I used to hate this so much but right now, I can't even find myself feeling it disgusted but only coercive.

When I couldn't take it anymore, I smacked his head with my fist and pushed his face back when I applied pressure on my grip and prevented him from repeating what he just did.