Inner voice

Help me

You said whenever you need me, call, so who do I call now when you're gone? Do I stare in the mirror and scream hoping you will hear, how could you leave?! How could you die? I need you every single piece of you. I need you to hold me, need you to care, need you to see me in your unique way. I miss you I do, so what now, what do I do? I write these letters, that nobody sees, nobody cares, cause nobody bleeds. They don't care that you're gone, they don't care that I'm alone, I'm done, shattered and alone. Remember the place we used to hang out, it's abounded now, it's lonely, it's sad, not colourful but grey. You know the bike you used to ride, they sold it, it isn't mine. You know the memories, memories we made, they're alive, living in my head, like the time you jumped off that roof, I was such a fool. If only I knew you were leaving so soon, I would hug you a bit tighter, I wouldn't let you go, I would help you, I know I would. But you're gone and that's the truth. They all blame you, blame you for crashing that car, but they don't know what you've been hiding deep inside. They blame you for their bloody mistakes, so they feel better walking over your name. Oh my dear please come back. Help me, help me, please?! I scream but there is no one coming to help me.