The Rants and Thoughts I am Chained To.

Let's be positive for a bit (thoughts)

TW: none, I don't think? (does the slight mention of my bad mental health count? Idk, if it does, then be warned)

I know I have wrote a lot of negative stuff in this book, but I think maybe I should be a bit happier

I've been told that saying and and doing positive things will help my mental health

So, gonna try and do that a bit, here and there-


Wish me luck! /nf










I've been improving on my art lately! I'm actually proud of a lot of the pieces I do now :D
I'm proud of myself, and holy crackers does that feel good :D
I don't feel proud of myself a lot of the time (slowly but surely working on that) so I think that I can use art as a starting point for liking myself more, y'know?

I'm nowhere near a professional, psychology isn't something I know a lot about, but from what I've seen and heard, I think doing stuff like being proud of myself, being happpier, and just... yknow- not letting myself soak in the sainess, I can feel better (which I really need to)

I don't think I can fully get better with just this, nor can I keep the motivation to do it consistently, but if I even do it slightly more, it'll make me feel better

And god knows I need that rn



I'm kinda debating posting art in here
as in: If I have no words but need to vent, I can do that via art (I've done this for years lol) 
Idk, we'll see how it goes ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also rq off topic but I'm debating dying my hair (as every queer and mentally ill child does lmao /j)
So we'll see how that goes
My (overall) color pallete for my outfits is:
Black, grey, occasional white, & dark blue 

So I'm gonna dye my hair some shade of blue (I haven't decided yet lol) to match my clothes :D
Idk, I'll talk to my hair stylist (lovely woman) about it to see what shades of blue my hair would look good with :3