I watched her sleep
And I held her hand
I watched her cry
Again and again
She wasn't happy here
I knew that much
But I still couldn't let go
I hadn't had enough
She would scream and scream
To let her go
But every single time
The answer was no
So when she tried to run
And I caught her in the act
I lost my mind
It dissapeared in fact
Everything blacked out
I don't know what went on
But when I woke up
She was gone
I searched night and day
But I couldn't find a sign
I had this gut feeling
Something was wrong
Oh what had I done?
I knew it couldn't be good
But I couldn't run for help
I'd be misunderstood
So I kept looking
And then she was there
I hugged her close
I showed her I care
But you see she was scared of me
Her eyes were open wide
She didn't breathe, didn't move
But I never seemed to mind
But her silence became sickening
And her smell was awful too
She didn't even blink
When I said to her "I love you"
It took me time to notice
And more to clear my head
The girl I found wasn't breathing
The girl I found was dead
But what such a monster
Could have taken her from me?
All I'd done was love her
Even though she wasn't free
Then I realized what I'd done
Who that monster really was
I had killed my angel
I had killed my love
Oh the knife marks along her skin
We're horrific just to see
But it still didn't hurt the fact
The work was done beautifully
She must have been so scared
But she shouldn't have tried to run
In any fight against me
She is no chance she would have won
But alas my beautiful angel
The one who I stole
She saw me as venom
But I saw her as gold
But alas my beautiful angel
Who always looked with fright
She never stopped screaming
Even in the dead of night
I never buried her limp body
Instead I rocked it to and fro
And I'll always remember her
nickname for me
To her I was 'psyco'
