You think you can break me?
You think I will fall?
You think you can push and shove
And break me overall?
You think you can drag me?
Just fucking drag me by the heart?
You think you can break me,
Rip me apart?
Well you're right.
You can.
It's happened so much before.
I'm honestly suprised
I can let people in anymore.
You think that I'm faking
The smiles on my lips?
You think I tell lies
To avoid the questions?
You think I'm so broken
I cry myself to sleep
Wishing the medication
Could work permanently?
Well you're right,
Cause I do,
And I've done it all so long.
I've lost hope for the innocence
That's far lost and far gone.
And you're right,
I'm pathetic,
Just like you love to say.
But I'd rather have that
Then nobody, okay?
You know, the nightmares have gotten so bad that the screams don't come no more.
The pain inside burns away and now I think what for?
Cause I swore I'd never leave the people who say they need me here,
But am I really helping them or can I finally disappear?
The thoughts that swarm my head give me a migraine constantly
Cause the stress inside is breaking and it's finally broken me.
How many people actual fucking care?
How many people have dragged me into here?
How many lives and how many nights and how many people that I love have died and
How long until the end of this life cause I'm counting the seconds, the moments
"Survive!"
But don't you see the pain inside has broken all my walls?
I spend so much time trying to save the ones I love.
But can somebody just let me be and hold me down and let me scream
Cause I love you and I'd do anything but please,
It's killing me.
