Today is what would have been my one year anniversary.
But no.
He moved to europe.
Then india.
Constantly farther away until the relationship went from
"Falling asleep skyping with our arms outstretched twords one another" to me being blown off every weekend so he could go out with friends.
But it's okay.
Really.
I've only ever lost pretty much everyone in my life that ever mattered.
And I know I'll lose those who are still here too.
Just give it time.
That's all it takes.
I guess I'm just that kind of person, right?
No one can stay?
It doesn't matter if it's 1 year
Maybe 8
In the end it's tears and blocked numbers anyways
So why am I here?
So I can just live with this heartbreak
You know, at least tell me what I did
Please
Because then maybe I could fix it
But no
Fucking hell I hate living
