I find the pleasure in the pain.
The beauty in the rain.
I find the hope in the defeat.
I find the darkness inside me.
I find the scars across my skin.
The pills in my hand.
I find the rope around me neck.
I find the pain inside of me.
And I've turned darker,
I've turned worse.
I've been surrounded.
I've been hurt.
But I'm not turning back again.
This is a fight no one can win.
I'm going forwards.
And this is the start.
I'm going forwards.
And I'm taking my heart.
I'm going forwards.
And I'm not turning back.
I'm going forwards.
And I'm heading down a different path.
After all of those years
That they thought I wouldn't stray
After all those years
They thought I would stay
But that is in the past
And my life's moved on
If you think I'll turn around
You are wrong
I'm going forwards.
And this is the start.
I'm going forwards.
And I'm taking my heart.
I'm going forwards.
And I'm not turning back.
I'm going forwards
And I'm taking a different path.
