When I left
I didn't expect to see
You trying to turn
Everyone against me.
When I left,
I didn't really want to go
But you broke me from the inside
Even if I didn't show
When I left,
I swore I'd never turn back
Because you broke my heart many times
It's far beyond just a crack
When I left,
I thought I said goodbye for good
But you keep doing things to get to me
You didn't like where I stood
But I'm done
This is goodbye
To every broken heart
To every shattered hope
To every suicidal thought
To every broken tear
To every little lie
To every lost personality
Did you want to break me?
Did you want to make me cry?
Did you want to create a pain so harsh
Every moment I wanted to die?
Did you want to push me down?
Did you want to beat me up?
Did you want to push me to the limit,
To the point where I had enough?
Did you want to make me angry?
To make me feel lost inside?
Did you want to hurt me,
Because trust me, I cried.
But when I cried
It wasn't you who came to me
You didn't hug the pain away
You didn't come to save the day
You didn't pull me out of the dark
You only made an ugly scar - your mark.
Dont say goodbye to me.
Dont say anything at all.
Dont say you were there,
Because it was you who made me fall.
Dont say you were my friend,
Because I realize now you weren't.
Friends don't turn you against yourself.
Friends don't make you hurt.
