Reincarnated as a Saiyan in a Fantasy world.

Chapter 68: Tranquility Realized

Y/N's POV:

"I thought I got rid of you back in the Demon Realm!" He should be locked away somewhere deep within my subconscious but he's managed to free himself or maybe I set him free somehow. Also was my mind always this dark? It's like a void in here.

"I am the real Y/N and how dare you send me away like that!" He roared out in anger, his voice was more distorted than usual. He's unstable and I felt a lot of Demonic Energy come out of him.

"I see now, I never got rid of my Demonic Energy, it just passed on to you. I guess you are Demon Lord Y/N but I am far above that now." I told him with a smile, we started circling each other. I can't tell who's stronger between us but I guess there is only one way to find out.

"You don't even know who you are! Even after all this time, you refuse to accept yourself but I don't have that issue! I KNOW I AM Y/N!" He launched himself at me so I got into a defensive position.

He threw a punch but I blocked it.

I threw a punch a but he blocked it.

We went back and forth like that with punches, kicks and even headbutts.

"This is going nowhere. Fighting isn't the answer here." I stopped fighting with the negative version of myself.

"Giving up already?" He mocked me. 

"You failed to destroy me once, so why even bother? Just die and make this easier for me, its the least you can do for me. After all the injustices I suffered after all." He laughed out, he's growing more unstable.

"What you resist will persist. But what you accept, you can transform. Your shadow is not your enemy, rather it is a reflection of your deepest fears and untamed power. Acknowledge it, and you will begin to heal." I heard Tianlong's voice echo throughout my mind, he's gave me the solution I needed.

"To truly accept you, I have to accept the real Y/N." I told the negative version of myself, he laughed.

"Easier said then done, you can't do it. You will never do it!" He continued to laugh and he charged at him to land a punch.

He landed the punch but I wasn't phased.

He was confused, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Now was time to confront myself for real this time and be done with it. I took a shortcut in the Demon Realm but now I will face my fears!

I felt the entire space change around me, I opened my eyes and I was back in my apartment. "My old room, dirty as usual." I looked around the messy room, clothes were everywhere and empty soda cans too. However one thing stood out from the others, "My clock." I grabbed the Four Star Dragon Ball clock. My parents gave it to me on my 6th birthday since they knew how much I loved Dragon Ball.

I held it tightly and cried, "What happened to me?" I left the house in anger because of an argument with my parents. It was stupid of me to storm off like that, I wonder how they are right now.

I turned to look at the mirror and I was my old self. I looked like a mess, "You did bad things Y/N but that doesn't make you a bad person. You were confused and hurt, you didn't know how to express it but you watch Dragon Ball Z to escape reality." I talked to myself in the mirror and it started to talk back.

"Goku was your idol, a man that lived free and without worries. He fought all of his problems head on, and you wanted to be like that. You wanted to live in that magical world full of wonders, so much so that you ignored major parts of your life." My reflection told me.

In unison, "However deep down you have a kind heart, you were influenced by Toriyama's works and it showed. You saved Chasity from dying, and you stood up for other people even when you were beaten up for it. You never gave up and that's why you are a true fighter."