Heart On The Edge

Chapter 43

KASHVI'S POV

Adarsh didn't come home that night. Deki informed me that Adarsh was in Bhutan. Bhutan? He has a fight with me and runs away to fucking Bhutan!
I drop the kids to my parent's house and after very boring travel, I am in Bhutan, ringing Swami's house doorbell. He lives in the same house Adarsh used to live with him before. Swami opens the door. It around 5.30 pm

"Bhabhi!"

Swami hugs me

"Hii! Kaiso ho Swami?"

"First class ekdam. Tum kaisi ho puchunga nahi kyunki pata hai ghar pe jara mahol garam hai.. Tum uppar jao, woh uske room mein hai. Get laid, get happy"

I went up and opened the door the to Adarsh's room. He was sitting on the bed, facing the door but his face dipped in his palms.

"Adarsh"

He look up and was very surprised.

"Kashvi...hii. Tum yaha? Bacche kaha hai?"

"Mom Dad ke pass hai."

He nodded. There was a silence between us.

"You need to leave Kashvi"

Well that was unexpected

"I just go here"

"Well you shouldn't have. You wanted me to leave. I left. I want you to leave. Leave"

"Leave means take walk...not take a flight to Bhutan"

"No Kashvi. When you said it....leave meant...it meant...something different"

He knew exactly what he meant. But I didn't wanna admit

"No Ad-"

"Don't make me say it Kashvi about what you meant. Go"

"You can't force me away"

"You forced me away. Physically, Emotionally..."

"We can talk about this"

"I don't wanna...I am mad at you and I'd like to stay mad for sometime till I...you know...leave like the way you want me to"

"Adarsh I didn't mean it, Please"

I could see anger building up in him like he was about to explode.

"U turn low, neeche jao, phir right lo aur phir bhaad mein chali jao..jaao jaoo"

"Kaise baat kar rahe ho Adarsh mujshe!"

"Waise jaise tum deserve karti ho!"

He bursted. Red flumes coming out from his ears. He hadn't been this angry in years.

"Tumne mujhse pucha ki what if there was a way out....Way out? Dimag kharab hai tumharaa? Huh? 2 bacche hai humare! Unke baare mein socha?  Nahi na...bass jo Kashvi Sen ke mann mein aayega woh karengi!"

"Baccho ko matt lao isme!"

"Get the fuck out of my house Kashvi!"

He yelled as he knocked a mug off the nightstand. I flinched by his sudden action.

"Ad--"

"Kyun aayi ho yaha waise bhi? Kya chahiye tumhe mujhse? Tum nahi chahti na main tumhari zindagi mein rahu....Toh jaane ko taiyaar hu na main ab...aur kya chahiye? Bhutan aane ki kya jarurat thi? Mere baccho ko chodkar kahi nahi jaa raha main"

I stood there in silence. I took a steps to get closer to him as I was standing at the door.

"Aage matt ao aage kaach hai! Kashvi!"