I poured my heart out, and you left it in pieces at your feet.
Chapter 23
Taehyung almost lifelessly walked back to his house. A passerby would look at him, murmuring how strange he was. He didn't even bother to mind them. He felt like he was mentally exhausted. Maybe it was because he had to deal with his work, family, problems, and Jungkook at the same time.
But his heart... he felt like it would explode out of his chest. The pain was too much for him to handle, how did he even survive handling this kind of pain?
Tears kept falling from his eyes; he even kept wiping them off, but his tears were unstoppable. He just wished the pain would end but his heart was clenching.
"Taehyung..." Tanya, who was anxious about him all the time, was kind of surprised to see him back.
But a worry formed in her face the moment she saw her brother a mess. She immediately ran to him, holding his cheeks.
"What happened... what did he do to you, Taehyung?" her voice was trembling.
"It hurts... it hurts so much, Noona," Taehyung couldn't suppress his tears. "He was my first love, my everything, but why? Why would he hurt me like this? I don't like this, I don't like this pain, Noona." he cried on her shoulder.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry that you had to deal with it, Taehyungie." she caressed his back to comfort him. "don't worry, everything will be fine, okay? You'll forget him, and move on." Tanya uttered.
Taehyung hugged her tightly to let out all his pain.
Jungkook should chase Taehyung, right?
He shouldn't let him go...
But why... why he's still in his room, comprehending what just happened?
His heart... it was clutching as if it was getting tied. Is this pain?
Is this what Taehyung felt the whole time?
How did he deal with it?
Why was it hurting him?
Why was he crying?
Will everything end like this?... But he loves Taehyung genuinely, right?
He loves Taehyung... he really did...
Jungkook cried; he couldn't handle that pain. He doesn't like it, this is not what he felt when he was with Taehyung. This is not what Taehyung expressed to him when they were in a relationship.
Taehyung... Taehyung loved him...
But Taehyung left him. Was it his fault?
Right.... he hurts him. It was just right for Taehyung to leave him. He doesn't deserve Taehyung. His love for Taehyung is not enough and will never be enough. He was just obsessed with him; he just didn't want to see Taehyung with others, and that's why he proposed to him. He has no genuine intention about his feelings for him.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, Taehyung," he sobbed genuinely. "forgive me, please forgive me. I'm sorry," the pain was obvious in his tone.
It was too late... too late for him to realize everything. What should he do now? Taehyung was his everything, but he lost him. He lost something precious for him. How should he deal with this now?
This is too painful for him and his weak heart could barely handle it.
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