Madness and Magic...❤️

Hello

I have read all your messages, and I want to reassure you that I am not leaving this story unfinished.

I think I need to open up to you all about how I feel. When I started 'Chaos', I had no expectations, and then it became a story all of you loved.Then came M&M and this time I had some expectations and also the fear that it wouldn't match chaos, and somehow it was also well accepted but the views have never quite matched up as we know that people are leaving this space,then off late I saw a further dip in engagement, ( not in terms of views though)

I am an overthinker and I tend to constantly doubt myself whenever I feel that the engagement is dipping. I need motivation to keep going, and I keep questioning myself whether what I am doing is good enough or not. I am really slow when it comes to writing,I edit and re-edit a chapter multiple times and trust me I am putting even more effort into it than I did with Chaos as in chaos characters were not that complex,here they aren't that heroic at times and I am sure you all you have a mixed feelings for the main leads,it is easy is glorify the characters but difficult to show their flaws ( at least for amature writers like me)....

Anyways I am stuck in this loop of self-doubts, overthinking, and judging myself .See when we do something on a public platform we do look for validation,At least I do otherwise I wouldn't have published it here in the first place.
I also want to be clear that I don’t want forced engagement. I value genuine and organic responses. I have never asked anyone to promote the book or anything like that. So I decided to take a break to divert my mind and do something else for a brief period of time because all this is affecting me,I am also getting triggered very easily and this isn't me at all.

Thank you so much for your  love so far, after reading all your messages I have actually started drafting again, but let the book be "on hold" untill I start updating again.... Love you all,see you in a week or so.