One month later
Chuck has been so sweet. If we don't spend a day together he calls me and text me all day, i think he does love me. But...i still don't feel the same way. I want to feel the same way he feels about me, to show myself i don't need jack. know what never mind Jack, today was Chuck and i's one month and no one was more happy than Chuck. He say he has something 'spacial' planned, but he also said dress causal. I put on some jeans and white shirt, i mean that's as casual as it gets.
ding dong
I walked down stairs and oped the door to see Chuck. "Hello beautiful." Then he placed his hand on the small of my back and pushed me towards him and he kissed me. We pulled apart and Chuck was looking behind me so i turned around, to see my dad. He was standing there with his arms crossed "Ill be home before 11." My dad nodded and we left. "Your dad still hates me." I nodded. My dad hated that chuck cheated me, really my dad like what he heard about Jack way more. I was pulled out of my thoughts by the car stopping in front of a carnival. "Really?" i said smiling. He nodded and got out and jogged around to open my door.
We walked around for hours not rinding anything due to my fear of heights. Chuck won me a gold fish, a big tiger, a teddy bear, and a huge heart with the word love on it. He was really good at min-games. Soon our date was over and we were at chucks truck loading my items into it.
ring ring
I pulled out my phone and answered it "Hello?" i said wondering who it was. "Hey." It was Jack. I walked away from Chucks truck to talk. "Hey Jack whats up?" "Nothing just thought about you and decided to call." I could hear it in his voice he had been crying. "You come back soon. When you do wanna see a movie or something?" It broke my heart hearing him like this. "Jack um...me and Chuck are back together." It was quiet for a moment. "Does he make you happy?" I didn't even hesitate my answer "Yes." Then i heard Jack sniff. "That's all that matters. Ill talk to you later." Then he hung up without giving me a chance to respond.
I still think i still...but it was so hard being this far apart. He never even called me some days how could i "Hey Lanny?" i turned to see Chuck. "Who was that?" I looked at the ground then back up a chuck. "Um it was Jack." I could see in his face he was mad. "Could you not talk to him?" I tried laughing it off "I'm trying." Then he smiled and led me back to his truck and we left. We got to my house and i invited Chuck in because my parents were at the restaurant working and i hated being alone. I led him up to my room to listen to music and talk. I was standing with my back to chuck changing the song on my ipod, when i felt arms wrap around my waist.
Then i felt lips press to my neck biting a little. "Chuck i-" He lifted his head to my ear "Relax Lanny." Instantly my body relaxed and i turned around to look at chuck. He had cute smile on his face and pushed my self up on my toes so i could reach his lips. I felt Chucks hand on my back and he pushed me so we were chest to chest. Then he took one hand and swept me up bridal style and placed me on the bed. He straddled me and started at my neck again. "jack" As soon as i realised what i said i pushed Chuck off me. "Lanny I'm-" I cut him off. "Chuck get out!" then he started leaving "Ill call you tomorrow." he said shutting the door.
I sat on my bed looking at the wall. Why Jack? I wasn't thinking and i called Jack. "Hello?" He must have been sleep. "Why wont you let me be happy?" I heard some shuffling. "Lanny is that you? What do you mean?" I tried holding back tears. "Jack i...i lo...i have to go." I almost pressed the end button then i heard. "LANNY WAIT!" i put the phone back up to my ear. "Lanny i love you, i wont ever stop." Then i pressed the end button. Why wont he let me be happy?
