Devil Dog MC #6 When a Man Loves a Man

The Truth

TW: Mention of sexual abuse, violence, sex trafficking

Rocky

     We all left the hospital after getting the latest update on Bea.  I planned on going to let Tim know that she is doing okay.  Sunshine and I grabbed us some dinner before we head back to my room.  We end up having deep conversations now and it helps me with what is in my head.  As we approach my door someone calls my real name.  I was hoping to never see her again but as I turned around there stood my sister Briana.  I tried to continue into my room but she grabbed my arm.  I snatched my arm away and yelled at her "Do not touch me!"  Briana let go but asked "Please let me have five minutes of your time Joe."  She wants five minutes of my time hell I want my fucking childhood back. I have never felt such anger.  Sunshine looks between the two of us and then asked me "Rocky who is this?"  I answer her "She is my parents daughter that's all."  Briana looks hurt by my words but fuck her.  Briana says "I am his sister also."  I started to say something to her but I saw someone with a gun coming toward us.  I went to turn to get inside so I could grab my gun but that's when I noticed more men coming at us from all sides.  Soon we all had a gun pointed at us then told to get in the van that pulled up.  We were placed inside then they put zip ties on our wrists.  Who the hell is taking us?

     We ended up inside some building.  I looked around to see what or who is here.  I saw Tim tied to a chair with a busted lip and black eye.  I yelled "Tim are you okay?"  Tim looked up at me but before he spoke Sam voice could be heard "Awe how sweet. You are worried about the fag.  I planned on taking you both out and sorry ladies you both are collateral damage."  I tried to charge at him but a guy put a gun to Tim's head.  Sam laughed and said "Go ahead come at me.  I just make you watch me blow out that pussy's brain."  Tim tried to talk but he only got out "Try to save yourself Rocky.  Don't die for me."   Why does he sound like he is giving up?  I tried to get closer to him but someone came up behind me hitting me on my head with the butt of the gun.  I fell to my knees and tried to stay conscious.  I have to save Tim and Sunshine.  I don't give a fuck about Briana.  I heard crying and tried to figure out where it was coming from.  I looked around and saw a cage with a bunch of young girls there.  Shit some of them are as young as maybe six years old.  I looked behind me to see that some of the men had surrounded Sunshine and Briana.  I try to get up and get them away from them.  I move toward them but I am one man against many.  

Tim

     I can't believe he has Rocky.  I wished that Rocky would have gone back to the clubhouse.  He would be safe there and not part of this sick bastard's plans.  I watched as the guy hits Rocky and he falls to the ground.  Rocky please don't get yourself killed.  I see Rocky walking over to where the men have surrounded the two girls.  Fuck I didn't even realize his sister is here too.  A man entered the building and walked over to the girls in the cage.  He looked them over then told Sam to step outside so they could do business.  I don't understand sick people like that.  They are babies, innocent babies that they are selling.  I can hear Sam's men talking to the Sunshine and Briana.  They are making snide remarks about what they will do to them before they kill them.  This should not be happening Ana I thought we were finally in the clear but I should have known that our parents and Sam would come out on top of this.  I am sorry.  

     I hear Briana trying to talk to Rocky.  I understand his feelings and maybe she just needs to say whatever it is before she dies.  I don't know.  Briana begins to cry before telling Rocky "Joe please I know you hate me.  I hate myself too.  I am so sorry for all that I did to you."  Rocky looked at her with so much hatred and gritted back "Shut the fuck up Briana, it's too late now."  Brianna began to sob louder and continued "I need to explain some of what was going on even though it's no excuse.   You need to know that I regret everything so very much.  I wish I had never hit you or encouraged our parents to beat you.  I am sorry for touching you and allowing others to touch you too.  I just want you to know that I didn't mean to do it."  Rocky was about to blow a gasket.  He shouted at Briana "You didn't mean to fucking beat me, or laugh when you got our parents to?  You didn't mean to strip me naked and mess with me while your friends had a piece of me too?  You didn't mean to rob me of my childhood, of my security, of having a caring sister?  I hate you Briana, nothing and I mean nothing you say will make a difference.  If it makes you feel better though say it since we both will die today anyway.  Briana calmed down enough to tell her truth.  For some reason everyone quieten down to listen.  Briana started with "God help me,  I hated you.  I hated that you was a boy and I was a girl.  You may wonder why and I can tell you why.  I hated the fact that our father touched me instead of you.  I hated the fact that he raped me but left you alone.  I blamed you for some sick reason.  I don't know why I threw all that on you but I did.  I tried telling my mother but she said I was lying just like you Joe.  I was full of hate that I didn't know how to handle it.  I blamed you because if mother didn't see you as a liar then maybe she would have believed me and stopped it.   I didn't realize until I was grown that it didn't matter.  She knew he was raping me but she didn't want to give up the life they had.  I took all my anger toward him out on you because I wanted you to hurt just like me.  It was wrong, it was so wrong Joe.  I will regret what I did to you for however long I live.  I went to get therapy because the guilt was consuming me.  Father raped me and I decided you needed to feel the same pain I did.  Sick right?  I should have protected you.  I should have made sure they didn't beat you as much.  I should have made sure you knew that the demon was in them not you.  Joe most of all I should never have touched you.  You may never forgive me and I understand but know that I know I was wrong.  I was sick in the head though with all the lectures from the Bible we got to the things that happened at home I was so lost and confused.  I am sorry Joe."  Briana broke down then and dropped to her knees crying.  She made a huge mistake but she is broken too.  

Rocky

    I listened to Briana tell me what happened and her reasoning for doing what she did.  I hate that father did that to her but still it's no excuse for what she did to me.  I watched her as she fell on her knees crying and the little boy inside of me who always wanted a loving sister wants to reach out to her.  However the broken man she turned me into will never forgive her.  I heard the door open back up and Sam comes in.  The man is following him with several other men.   They unlocked the cage and took the girls out.  The little girls are crying and scared.  I remembered that feeling.  I wish I could save them from these sick bastards.  I watched as they are led out of the room and Sam is giving a suitcase full of money.  I have never felt so helpless.  Sam walks over laughing and says "Well now that I have handled that business let's move on to you guys.  I think we should start with you Mr Rocky.  He tells his guys to push me over to the middle.  They do as he says and I can hear Tim begging him not to do it.  Tim keeps telling him to kill him not me.  I looked over Tim and saw the tears rolling down his face.  Sam laughs and says "Awe did the fag develop feelings for the big bad biker?"  I looked into Tim's eyes and I saw the truth...he does have feelings for me.   Sam holds his gun up and prepares to shoot me.  I looked over to Tim and told him "Tim, I am sorry I couldn't save you.  I wish we had more time."  I was stopped by Sam punching me in the face.  Sam sneered "Enough with this lovey dovey shit.  I just want you to know I will kill you and let my men have some fun with you ladies here.  I will keep Tim around for a while though.  You would love to hear what I have planned for him."  I heard him take the safety off and I just kept my eyes on Tim.  I hear the bang but I don't feel the bullet hit me.  I hear Sam's curse and I look to see what happened.  I see Briana laying on the floor with a gunshot wound to the chest.  Briana looks up to me saying "I finally did something right ."  She is coughing up blood.  My sister is going to die and she saved me but why?  I dropped to my knees beside her and asked her "Why did you step in front of me?"  Briana answered "Because Joe I should have stepped in front of you when you were five and father slapped you.  I should have stepped in front of you when you were seven and the church elders stripped you to beat you.  I should have stepped in front of you when our mother hit you with the belt.  I should have done a lot of different stuff.  I am truly sorry Joe, and I love you."  I don't know what to feel right now.  I mean I am still angry but I am also sad for the little girl who was hurt too.  I grabbed Briana's hand while she was taking her last few breaths.   I can feel the tears rolling down my face.  I think I can give her this before she dies so I say the three words she needs to hear.....I forgive you.  My sister smiled before taking her very last breath.  I watched as her chest quit going up and down.  I watched as the light in her eyes died.  I hope she can find some peace now.  I hope wherever she goes it's not where our parents are.  Sunshine grabs my arm and I stand back up beside her.  I don't want to see her die she was just trying to be a friend to me.  Sam laughs and says "How fucking touching?  Do you need a hug Rocky?  Oh that's right you only want hugs from the fag over there."  His words pissed me off "Do not call Tim a fag you son of a bitch!"  Sam walks over to Tim and says "Touchy touchy.  Tim I do believe you have bagged yourself a biker dude.  I hate that you want even get a chance to have a taste."  Sam walks to me and points the gun at my head saying there will be no more mistakes.  I hear a loud bang and all hell breaks lose.