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One night the members of Enhypen were on live with their fans .
Sunghoon wasn't there since he was getting snacks for the members.
He comes back after 30 minutes of the live.
"Hi guys, I'm back with yalls snacks...
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The break is slowly coming to an end and Sunoo's still not asleep.
On the other hand the other's are still in deep slumber, except one other person.
Sunghoon slowly opens his eyes just to find Sunoo staring at him.
"Why aren't you sleeping?" Sunghoon asks.
Sunoo quikly looks away.
"Um well I can't sleep....." Sunoo says.
"Why?" Sunghoon asks stupidly.
"Why do you think?" Sunoo says looking back at Sunghoon.
Sunghoon feels shivers on his back at Sunoo's response.
Of course he knows why Sunoo can't sleep.
It also troubles him, but not as much as it troubles Sunoo.
Sunoo notices Sunghoons expression.
He wonders what does Sunghoon think about this whole thing.
"Can you just please......stop......sending me mixed signals? It's realy confusing and I don't want anymore misuderstandments." Sunoo sudenly says.
Sunghoon is suprised by Sunoo's suden question.
"Wha- what do you...." Sunghoon says confused.
"You used to be all sweet and flirty and sudenly, a few weeks ago, you started comletly ignoring me and yesterday you......you realy hurt me okay?" Sunoo says with a weak voice trying not to break.
"I-Im sorry I didn't notice....." Sunghoon says.
He can clearly see that it did more that just hurt Sunoo.
"You didn't notice? You weren't aware that I was trying to talk to you and you just acted like I didn't exist?" Sunoo scofs.
How can Sunghoon not notice his own actions.
"Im realy sorry it's just......it's also realy hard for me okay?" Sunghoon says as he gets up.
He signals Sunoo to come with him outside so they wouldn't wake up the members.
Sunoo gets up and walks outside.
"I undertand that. We all have it hard but how does ignoring me fix it?" Sunoo says, as now tears are threatening to fall.
"It doesn't. It doesn't fix it. But talking to you and being with you makes it even worse." Sunghoon says.
Sunoo is just standing there suprised at Sunghoon's words.
"I-it makes it worse? Was...was it my fault? Did I do something? What does it make worse? I'm so sorry if its my fault, I didn't mea-"
"Sunoo stop." Sunghoon stops Sunoo in the midle of his sentance.
"I......it is and isn't your fault. I'm confused myself okay? I didn't want to hu-" Sunghoon stops himself when he notices Jungwon coming in their direction.
"What are you guys doing here, everything okay?" Jungwon asks the two with a concerned look.
Sunoo quickly wipes his teary eyes and smiles."Yea, just.....geting fresh air."
Sunghoon nods, agreeing with Sunoo.
Jungwon looks at them, not buying it.
"You sure? I haven't seen you two talk in forever." He asks.
"Well sometimes you just need to take a little break from eachother. Am I right?" Sunghoon looks at Sunoo.
"Yea....yes." Sunoo smiles at Sunghoon before he looks back at Jungwon.
"Whatever you think." Jungwon lifts his shoulders before he makes his way into the studio.
Sunoo folows Jungwon and goes into the studio aswell.
The others already woke up and are ready for the next recording sesion.
"Where is Sunghoon?" Jay asks looking around the room not being able to find him.
"Oh, he's still outside. He'll probably come back in a while." Sunoo answers jay.
"Sure...." Jay says in a slightly worried tone.
After recording.
"We're finaly doneee." Ni-ki says exitedly.
"Yayyyyy." Heeseung puts his arm around Ni-ki's shoulder as they make their way to the car.
It's pretty late so all of the paparazi already left. They can at least go home in peace.
All of the members get into the car so they can leave.
Sunoo sits at the back next to a window. He puts his earphones in as the car starts.
In Sunoo's mind:
What was he trying to say before he got cut off by Jungwon's presence?
What does he mean by that it is and isn't my fault?
Is it my fault? I'm so stupid.
Sunoo is the type that overthinks everything. He overthinks it so much, sometimes his toughts almost eat him alive.
And when that happens, the only thing he can do is wait for someone to save him.
That someone used to be mostly Sunghoon. He always did something stupid that made sunoo focus on him rather then on his toughts.
But who will save him now?
// Hiii I'm truly sorry for not posting in so long. I'm realy unmotivated these days and I have no energy cuz I'm sick. This chapter is a little shorter than the others so I hope you won't mind. Thank you so much for reading this and don't get sick like meee.
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