Why Do You Hate Me?

15. Will I Regret This?

Song recommendation: Me and the Devil by Soap&Skin

"----------The number you dialed is turned off, please try calling later."

They all look at each other. "So......what will we do?" Ni-ki asks.

"This is weird....." Sunoo mumbels.

Jungwon sudenly gets up and says, "Let's go find him."

"Are you sure? He can be literally anywhere and it's kinda late already." Jake says.

"Jake's righ, he's a grown adult, his phone might've just died." Heeseung ads.

"Ya'll are right but on the other hand he was acting diferently today. He didn't look okay." Jay says.

"Then let's wait until 9pm and if we won't hear from him until then, then we'll go look for him, okay?" Jungwon says as he sits back down.

Everyone nods and they continue eating. 9pm will be in an hour and a half so they have plenty of time till then.

The time goes by smoothly with the members chating and eating some snacks. They did steal some worried glances at the entrance door.

"Ya'll it's 9pm in 15 minutes already." Ni-ki says as he look at the time.

Sudenly the door clicks and the door slowly opens.

Everyone looks towards the door as Sunghoon enters the dorm.

All of them except for Sunoo run to him and hug him tightly.

Sunghoon almost falls down from the suden atack. "What's this for?" he asks.

"We've been worried about you!" Jungwon says in a scolding tone. "You're phone's been off and you came home so late."

"Oh, sorry about that, I needed some fresh air." Sunghoon says as he free's himself out of the hug.

"It's okay but never do it again." Jungwon says.

"Did you eat diner?" Jay asks.

"Um...... yea I did." Sunghoon lies through his teeth. He notices Sunoo siting at the couch, away from this fuss. He deeply regrets looking at him.

Sunghoon goes to his room and closes the door. He jumps onto his bed and closes his eyes as he falls asleep.

This whole time he's been at the Han river. A lot of people like that place. It's realy calm and beautifull, especialy at night.

The others also bid goodnight and went to their rooms.

Sunoo's POV

I close the door to my room and sit on my bed.

I look around my room and take a deep breath.

"It's okay. It's going to be okay. This is for the beter." I say to myself.

I plan on leaving at like 3am, when everyone will be asleep.

I still have almost 5 hours till then so I'll just sleep for a while.

I set an alarm and lye down on the bed.

I close my eyes and slowly fall asleep.

After what it seemed like a while my alarm rings "~Wake up in day one~".

I need to change my alarm.

I look at the time, "3am". It's time to go.

I get up from my bed and take my suit case and backpack from under my bed.

I look around my room and out of the window one last time.

I take a few breaths before I silently open the door of my room and look if anyone isn't there.

No one seems to be awake so I walk to the entrance door and put on my shoes.

I open the door and look inside the dorm before I shut it for good. I will miss this place.

The bus station isn't far from here so I get there pretty fast.

The ride there will be over 3 hours. I'm going so far to make sure no one will find me.

I sit down at the bench and wait for the bus.

When it finaly arives I show my ticket to the driver and go sit to the back.

There aren't many people in the bus since it's so early in the morning.

I put my headphones in and rest my head on my hand while I look out the window.

The toughts I'm having and the emotions I'm feeling are so hard to explain.

I want to cry but I feel like I cried enought. I don't wanto waste my tears anymore, even though I'm not sure if there are any left.

I'm doing all of this mainly beacouse of one stupid guy.

I seriously hate you Park Sunghoon.

End of POV

Sunghoon's POV (of Sunoo leaving)

I wake up in the midle of the night.

I look at the time "3am".

You must be kiding me.

I'm extremly hungry. Will I eat? No, I don't deserve it.

I sit up on the bed. I'll just go get a glass of water.

As walk towards my door I hear a sound of the entrance door opening.

Why is someone going out at this time?

I slowly open my door to look who is it but I'm too late, they shut the door before I get to see them.

Maybe they are just going to get some fresh air? Right?

I go into the kitchen and get a glas of water.

When i go back to my room I open the window and breathe the fresh air.

What if the person who left was Sunoo? What if he's going to do something stupid?

I'm so dumb for hurting him.

I wish he never existed. Then all of this wouldn't happen.

Then I wouldn't feel like "this".

I hate you Kim Sunoo.

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