Why Do You Hate Me?

13. I Helped Him

Song recommendation: Two Birds by Regina Spector

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While I'm closing the door to my room I over hear them talking:

"Did ya'll see how he looked? I don't think he's okay."

"I don't know. He looks like that almost all of the time nowadays."

Fuck, I forgot to check how I looked before I entered the room.

I run to the bathroom and look in the mirror.

God I look horrible. My eyes are all red and I'm realy pale.

I'm known for "the guy that takes care of himself " in Enhypen but now, I can't remember the last time I did my skin care or took my vitamins.

I wash my face with cold water and put on some moisturiser beacouse my face realy needs it.

I walk out of my bathroom and go to my closet. I take out my bagpack and my suitcase.

Beacouse I'm leaving tomorow I figured I should start packing. Ofcourse I can't take everything, I have way too much stuff.

This is gona be hard, realy hard. I don't want to leave anything or anyone behind, but I have to.

I start packing my clothes first. As I get to the back of my closet I notice one specific outfit.

When I look closely my eyes immediately start watering.

"M-my o-outfit from I-land."  I whisper shakily.

Yes, that outfit that every I-lander has.

That one outfit holds so many memories. Like the time when all 23 of us performed "Into The I-land" together.

We were so happy to perform together.

Or how shoked I was when they said my name, when I made it to the debut team.

I was 17 back then. So..........young.

I wipe my tears away. My eyes hurt from crying so much.

I put the outfit in a plastic bag and throw it into my trash can.

Even though it hurts to throw it away, its for the best. I don't even need it anymore.

While I'm packing some other stuff someone knocks on my door.

I quickly hide my suitcase under the bed.

"Yes?" I yell. "Sunoo?" Niki says as he opens the door and runs to me.

"You need to go talk to Jungwon like right now. I'm so sorry for disturbing you when you should rest but its kinda urgent." Niki says with worry in his voice.

"Wha- , Niki slow down, what happened?" I ask confused.

"We were siting in the living room when sudenly he started panting for some reason and ran to his room." Niki says as he grabs my hand and drags me out of my room.

"Okay, okay no need to drag me." I say.

Niki let's go of my hand and I go towards Jungwon's room.

I knock on his door. "Jungwon? It's Sunoo. Can I come in?" I say as I open the door a little bit.

No one answers. As I slowly walk into the dark room I hear soobing coming from the corner of the room.

"Jungwon" I say quietly as I see the boy siting there curled up all by himself.  

I go to him and hug him. "Shhh it's okay, it's gona be okay." I comfort him.

"I don't know what to do Sunoo." He says as he lifts his head up.

"Is it about you and Jay?" I ask carefuly.

He nods. "I don't feel like I deserve him. He's so sweet and perfect. Also our fans and the media, what will they think of this?" Jungwon says as he starts crying even more.

"Who told you that you don't deserve him? Jungwon, not only that you're the best leader but your also sweet and perfect. He deserves you and you deserve him." I say.

"Okay I get that the media will definitely not like it but that's their problem. Fuck the media. And our fans should suport and understand us, so if they can't take this then they shoudn't even call themselves our fans. You know that a fandom clense never hurts." I say all of this in a span of few seconds. Maybe I should debut as a rapper? ( lol )

"You know what? You're right Sunoo. Thank you, but what should I do now?" Jungwon says as he wipes his tears.

"Well that's up to you," I pat him on the back. "you can tell him how you feel or wait for him to ask you again." I say.

"I think that it will be the best if I tell him right?" He asks.

"I think that too." I say.

"Okay then. Thank you so much Sunoo." he says as he finaly smiles.

"You're welcome. I'm gona go sleep now. Goodnight Jungwonie." I say as I return his smile and leave the room.

"So how did it go?" Niki asks the second I close the door.

"Goodness Niki you scared me." I say as I almost jump from it. "It went realy well." I smile.

"I'm glad." Niki says.

We walk to the living room and I continue to my room. "I'm off to bed. Goodnight everyone." I say as I shut the door to my room.

I hop on the bed. Finaly I can rest. I'll pack the rest tomorow.

I'm glad that I got to talk to Jungwon about that. It looked like it realy troubled him.

After a while I finaly drift off to dreamland. This was a long day.
          
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