Why Do You Hate Me?

24. It's Actually Him.....

Song recommendation: The Cut That Always Bleeds by Connan Gray

Is that really....? No. No way.
But what if.......?
Kim Sunoo?

There is no way.....
The wind is blowing through his blond messy hair and he's just there staring at the ground.

I can't move. Its like my muscles froze.

Sunoo looks up from the ground and looks around him. That's when he also freezes. "S-sunghoon?" his breath hitched as he whispered.

There was a 50 meter distance between the two. Both still staring at each other.

Sunoo stands up and comes a bit closer to make sure that it's really him. His face turns pale as he realises that it's actually him. His black hair, his long black coat that he always wears, his face, his everything.

Charlotte comes back and sees how Sunoo is just starting at the other guy. She quickly runs to him and asks, "What are you doing? Who is he?"

Sunoo turns around and starts dragging her away. "I don't know....." he says.

"Then why were you starting at him?" she asks as Sunoo continues to drag her home.

"I don't know. He was just.......familiar. That's all." Sunoo quikly makes something up.

Once they get home Sunoo goes into his apartment and shuts the door, leaving Charlotte confused.

Sunghoon is still standing there, thinking about what happened and.......who was that girl.

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Once Sunghoon made it home he just went to his room and lied down on his bed facing the ceeling. His head was a big mess of toughts and questions.

Was that really Sunoo? There's no way.... Even though he clearly saw his face he just can't believe it.

Sunoo is doing just the same right now. Laying on his bed thinking about what the fuck just happened. Both of their heads are flooded with questions that need answers. Did they really just meet?

Sunoos POV

After a while I fell asleep. I was sleeping until around 3am when I woke up again. There was no chance of me falling asleep again so I decided to get some fresh air and try and clear my head.

I get out of bed, take my keys and my phone and head outside. I'm still wearing the same sweats like before except for the fact that now, after sleeping in them, I look like a truck ran over me.

I go outside and head to the playground. A part of me is going there cuz the swings are comforting in away, and another part of me is going there hoping I'll see him again. Which is weird cuz he is the reason I bacicly ran away so why do I want to see him again?

End of POV

Sunghoons POV

Of course I feel asleep but it didn't last that long. Since I took a nap, I wasn't that tired so I just woke up in the middle of the night.

As I got up I wondered what should I do.
To be honest I feel like I'm suffocating right now since my head is so full of things.

I decide to change into my black baggy hoodie and some random black sweat pants since I fell asleep in my jeans.

After I change I sit down on my bed and think about what to do. I look at the time and it says exactly "3:36am". It's still nowhere near morning.

After staring at the wall for a few minutes I decided to go outside since I'm delusional and I feel like I will se Sunoo there again. Why tf would he be there at 3am?

I silently walk out of the house since my grandparents are sleeping. I close the door and head to the playground. This time I'm going a different way which means I'm coming there from the front.

Once I got closer I just realise I'm actually going crazy. How delusional can I be? There is actually someone with, yet again, blond hair, sitting on one of the swings.

End of POV

As Sunghoon gets closer his mind goes blank. It's really Kim Sunoo sitting there.

Since Sunghoon is now going from the front it doesn't take long till Sunoo notices him. As Sunoo looks up he just stands up from the swing and freezes again.

There is like a 10 meter distance between them so it's pretty clear that it's actually themnot just someone who looks similar.

Sunoo sudenly feel like crying. Why is Sunghoon here?

Sunghoon on the other hand doesn't feel anything. His head just shut of.

"S-Sunoo?" he says silently but loud enough for Sunoo to hear.

Sunoos eyes start tearing up as he hears Sunghoon saying his name.

Sunghoon comes even closer. "So it's really you...... " he almost whispers.

"Wha-........ What are you doing here?" Sunoo asks as he's pushing back tears.

"I went to visit my grandparents........ I didn't expect to see you here..... " Sunghoon says with his head low. This moment feels unreal to him.

Sunoo doesn't say anything since he's too busy trying not to just completely break down.

"Why did you........leave?" Sunghoon decides to ask this question straight away even though he knows it's probably not the best.

"Why did I leave?" Sunoo repeats the question. "I feel like you should know why." he says. How can be Sunghoon this blind?

"I should....... know?" Sunghoon looks at Sunoo. "No one told me anything...... "

"Sunghoon, look back at how you treated me. Does it ring a bell now?" Sunoo says still trying his hardest not to cry.

Sunghoon sudenly realized what Sunoo means. He realizes it actually is all his fault. "I- I'm sorry.... " he almost whispers.

"Sudenly? Sudenly your sorry?" Sunoo almost chuckles. He can't believe Sunghoon.

"Sunoo I can explain......" Sunghoon says basically begging Sunoo to listen to him.

"Oh you can? Why didn't you do that before?" Sunoo asks as he steps even closer.

"I couldn't okay? And I still can't say the whole......truth." Sunghoon explains himself.

Sunoo just looks at him in disbelief. "Then, say what you can."

"I just had this.....problem. It was something regarding our friendship and the only way I tought I would fix it was to ignore you...... " Sunghoon says as his voice gets quieter and quieter.

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