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"Don't"
I don't know what came over me the word just tumbled out of my mouth.
currently, my body was in control and was successfully convincing my brain to get on board.
I timidly look at him my nerves getting the best of me due to the crisp silence that followed after I had protested for him to stay.
He looked scared despite him not even looking into my eyes I just knew, it was as if we had some sort of Bluetooth connection regarding our emotions.
his eyes are still downcast while he's probably trying to register what I had just meant.
"Kai please look at me", I say pleading with him.
"Summer don't make me", he says still not looking at me his jaw clenched while his muscles flexed from the tension.
I don't care about anything else right now even though I didn't expect to see him here I think I'm finally ready to embrace the good things that are right in front of me.
what Rick did to me and the lack of trust I've had in my life shouldn't be enough to block my blessings. I realized I only needed time and space to think but not away from him.
"please", I say my voice only just above a whisper.
he shakes his head looking visibly conflicted.
"Summer you're confusing me and I'm hanging on a loose thread right now and I feel like I'm about to snap", he says.
he keeps his head down his eyes never even wavering still looking at the rugged gym floor.
He's been avoiding my very presence and here I am making him face what he's been trying to avoid. Me
I want him back in my life full time and I want him to look at me.
His green eyes that make my heart race might be the only thing that makes me feel alive and I want him by my side when the trial comes and things get serious.
"I'm trying to give you your time and space and that should go both ways please leave and don't do anything you'll regret", he says his voice irritated and jaw still clenched.
He seems upset and I think I know exactly why, the time and space I gave him allowed him to practice so much self-control and here I am now about to ruin his streak.
I take one step towards him and in return, he decides to take one step back still not looking at me.
"Kai", I say starting to get a bit irritated myself.
"I'll find you another gym-
"KAI!", I yell in frustration
he gets quiet and it seems he doesn't want to come to terms with anything except the terms were already on. I thank him for respecting my wishes but damn I just want nothing but him right now.
