jar of hearts (a poetry story)

the felon

nothing beats your last words to me,

little did i know it'd be the last time i ever heard from you,

the terror that was left behind
soaked me down

i've never felt pain like this in my life,

for someone i would of died for,
this man didn't just rip me

piece
by
piece

he destroyed me,

he changed me into someone
i don't even know

i look myself in the mirror,
and i don't see me anymore

it's a different person,
just my face only shows in the reflection

i still love him,
he carries apart of my soul with him

i hate him,
i'm surprised the drugs didn't kill him yet

the once charming man to this love story,

turns into the felon who stole everything from me

apart of me i will never get back

years went by,
but i still haven't gotten that part of me back

i don't think i ever will

i'm destroyed,
damaged

broken

this man who i was so in love with

is now the felon that is wanted for robbery of my soul

i love you,
i hate you

the felon got away