jar of hearts (a poetry story)

moe

june i was all over the place,
but what i didn't know that someone was willing to give me what i wanted,

what i needed

i couldn't even enjoy kissing you when i kept thinking about someone else

your hands all up my shirt,
i liked it,

just it felt wrong at the same time,

breathing heavily and grinding on each other,
i felt alive

but at the same time,
i knew i felt broken because i still loved someone else

i broke your heart,
i left you handed and stranded

i left you wondering,
i left you upset cause i made you feel some type
of way when i knew i was never going to see you again

everytime i got naked
and
looked at myself in the mirror,

i still had my love bits on my body,

i still felt your hands going down my spine
to my ass

i knew i shouldn't have let this get so far,
days
to
months went passing

and i still feel your hands going down my spine

i can't love you,
but

i will remember the first ecounter that actually got me moaning with my eyes rolling in the back of my head

i'm sorry i couldn't give you more,

everytime i looked in your eyes,
i saw him

and i couldn't do that every morning when i woke up beside you