jar of hearts (a poetry story)

bad butterflies

i hate him,

i like him,

i hate him,

i like him

i don't know why i feel the way i do,
i don't know why he's stuck in my head,

he is not a good man,
what do i do when i need somebody else,

but want what i want?

i get these bad butterflies in my chest

he's stuck in my head

this was definitely more than a friendship

what do i loose if i push you away?

stress?
pain?
that bad feeling in my chest?

i want it to go away

will it?
will i live on?

wanting him is a mistake

i dont know why i want such a bad man