jar of hearts (a poetry story)

brown eyes

your eyes is my favorite thing about you,

long lashes,
black hair

you're so handsome to me,
your eyes are beautiful

your voice is attractive,

your body is perfect,

someone i liked when i haven't felt like that in a long time

your brown eyes,
i feel nervous when you look me in the eyes

i feel a sense of happiness when you touch me,

but you also make me sad,
my heart feels heavy when i know you see other people

my heart feels heavy when i think you lie to me

my heart feels heavy when i think about how you aren't the same person i met last summer

i try to push you away,
and i don't want to

i doubt you,
at times i don't even trust you

and that's what hurts the most,

i don't know what will happen between us,
but i know that i don't wanna feel like this anymore

so,
till next time

your beautiful brown eyes,

i won't forget how you made me feel

and i won't forget the way you tasted when we'd kiss

sometimes i still feel your lips on mine