mohammed abbas

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by bhadbk

by bhadbk

he was one of the guys in this group,

but he was a youngin,

never met him in real life but online,

there's a difference between knowing someone and knowing someone on the internet

and they had my name all up in my mouth when they blamed me for doing all that

i went from being pretty to being "she this, she that"

i have my regrets,
and what i did with these boys is one of them

nothing ever happened between us,
but one day

i was fat shamed,
and he thought it was funny to make me feel like that when i thought he changed

but people don't change,
i never really knew him

and he never really knew me

when his guys came to ottawa,
i was just one of the girls "they was talking too"

their girlfriends were all up my messages thinking i wanted what was theirs

i was never the type to be a homewrecker

moe said he never said anything bad about me but if his friends were, he was of course joining in

i was bullied and made out to be a bad girl,
a "bitch"

it's better to be a bitch then to be one of their "hoes"

i'm a lady and i deserve to be treated like one

i don't even live where they live and i was passed around in this circle of theirs when i was just felt lonely and needed someone

being 18 to 21 i learnt my lesson,
everything is written

i went through these things cause it builded my character and made me stronger

moe abbas is an example

and so were the others

don't let others hurt you,
and never ever let a man comment on you when he's looking like that

they post cars,
to bragging about what they do with girls,

what girls sent them,

unfortunately i was one of the girls they hurt and used

it doesn't matter where you are,
you will be in someone's mouth

even if you know them or not

stay to yourself and trust that everything happens for a reason

and people like that,
are not worth it nor have any value

starting all that drama with me wasn't gonna do anything but make a fool out of everyone involved