jar of hearts (a poetry story)

sex dreams

it's been 2 weeks since i came to the decision that it was time for you to leave my life,

but the dreams haven't stopped there

some are sad,
some you're angry with me

and some feel real,
like it actually

but some,
i'm floating and happy

it feels pleasurable,
and
the kisses you gave me,

that come crawling into my dreams,

kissing my back,
and i feel the wetness of your lips

we have had sex many times,
but never in real life

i'm still trying to forget you,
but

i don't want you to be gone,

tonight,
i know you will visit me in my dreams

but do you ever dream about me?

and are they good like mine?