jar of hearts (a poetry story)

unhealthy

i wanted to go back to you,
but then i remember why would i go back to someone who would make me feel sad all the time?

the problem here is that feelings got involved,
and my body craved you when you weren't laying beside me everynight

i crave you even when i'm admiring myself in the mirror

i crave your touch when no one has ever touched me the way you did

your kisses were my favourite,
i never wanted to stop

i can't even feel anymore,
cause i don't know if i will ever talk to that same man that i met that day

your words never made sense,
but i always tried to piece them together

i crave you,
and i know it's not healthy

but i cannot help myself,
i want who i want