jar of hearts (a poetry story)

this glitch

he was missing something he didn't know he needed,
until he was tossing and turning in his bed

i was the glitch on his shoulder,
too bad it will never go away

should of crowned me when you had the chance

you got cold but that didn't mean that you had to stay that way

now i don't know if you changed,
i haven't seen you in years

you tried to claim her,
but i never left your mind

the memories of me still run around your mind

you miss me,
now you gotta deal with the withdrawal of me

like i did with you,
your pain will spiral,
till you can't feel anything anymore

i look at you,
and i don't know what i feel anymore

when you look at me,
i know it kills you

that i will never love you the way i did when i was 17

now you gotta deal with me being gone,

probably forever

you put on the show,
but you couldn't finish it

crazy how someone doesn't know what they have,
till it's gone

and that was me