BOYFRIEND
“No more pretending, Rory. I am your boyfriend now.” He said as he maneuvered his car cuz the red light switched to green, obviously.
“Huh. I mean, yes, pero? Huh? Bakit naman?” Gulo kong tanong. Pakiramdam ko naguguluhan na rin s'ya sa'kin kasi mismo ako hindi ko na alam ang nangyayari sa buhay ko! Gusto ko s'ya, pero hindi ko naman s'ya gusto. I mean, gets n'yo ba ako? Syempre hindi!
“I like you. You like me too. I'll give you the assurance that you deserve, Rory. No confusion.” Sabi n'ya na ngayon ay nagpa-park na sa Summit Towers.
“Seryoso ka ba? So ano na tayo? Like, boyfriend na kita?” Natawa s'ya sa tanong ko at agad nang bumaba!
Gulatan pa rin ako kaya hindi ako bumaba. He opened the passenger's seat and unbuckled my seat belt.
He swiftly kissed me and said “Yes.” Tanga first ko yon! Hindi man lang exciting or ano!
Agad akong bumaba ng sasakyan n'ya at sinarado n'ya naman iyon.
“Ano ‘yon?” Yon na ba yon? First kiss ko tapos parang accidentally kiss lang?
He pulled me gently and pinned me against his car, and kissed me thoroughly! He held my cheeks gently as his kisses deepened! I tentatively closed my eyes, I don't have any experience yet! I don't know how to kiss back so I just let his tongue wandered inside my mouth!
He scooped my hair and pulled it gently causing me to tilt a bit just enough for him to have an access to my neck. He kissed me there and bit a little that caused me to moan! What the fuck?
Hindi ko alam but I felt strange feeling. No, I like this feeling, kakaiba, nakakapanghina, literal!
At hindi pa talaga s'ya tapos ha? He inserted his tongue inside my mouth and sucked my tongue! He pushed my head closer to him and he withdrew his mouth which made me frustrate for a second! But, he then kiss me again hungrily!
Being kissed by a man is so damn satisfying! I don't know if it's because he's fucking good at it or I am just attracted to him that is why I love the way how he kissed me. But one thing is for sure, this is not about lust.
Kung kanina ay nalilito pa talaga ako sa nararamdaman ko, ngayon siguradong sigurado na ako. I'm attracted to men. I am attracted to Klyde. I'm…gay.
Hindi ko alam kung paano kami nakapasok sa unit basta ang alam ko lang ay nasa kwarto ko na ako ngayon! Hindi na yon panaginip, Sid! He literally kissed you! And he's now your boyfriend!
Sasabihin ko ba kay Jayson? Or hindi na muna? Shit hindi ko alam paano sasabihin sa circle ko ito! Ayaw ko namang mag lihim sa kanila. But everything happens for a reason. May tamang panahon para sa bagay na iyon.
Ang problema ko na lang ngayon ay kung paano ko s'ya haharapin mamaya bilang boyfriend ko! Tangeks! Boyfriend ko na talaga s'ya!
Panay mukmuk na lang talaga ako sa kwarto ko sa buwan na ‘to! Ngayon dito na naman ako tatambay kasi naiilang akong lumabas! First time kong makapasok sa relationship and it's the same gender as mine pa talaga! Though I didn't regret it, it's just hard to handle, pero ginusto ko naman ‘to.
Ang totoo talaga ay hindi ko alam kung pa'no ipaliwanag dahil mismo ako nagugulohan din, pero isa lang ang malinaw sa akin, gusto ko s'ya! For now, iyon na lang muna ang iisipin ko.
Act normal Sid, lalabas ka at magluluto ka ng hapunan, okay? Walang magbabago!
Great. Sino ba ‘yang kasama mo? ah si Klyde? Boyfriend mo ‘yan diba? Oh ba't ka mahihiya? Oo nga naman ba't ako mahihiya?
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Rays Of Light
Short StorySydney Rory Alvarez is the renowned grandson of two wealthy and famous doctors who own one of the top hospitals in the Philippines. Both of his grandparents and his parents are doctors. Despite his prestigious lineage, Sydney has chosen to live a re...
