Rays Of Light

CHAPTER 19

SURVIVE

I'm still under his influence when he went out of the bathroom. Nauna s'yang lumabas habang ako ay nasa loob pa rin.

I still can't believe that we did that! I mean we didn't do the deeper level yet, but that was so, I don't even find a perfect word to explain that feeling! One thing I know, I am very…very satisfied with what he did to me. And I swear to god, he's really fucking good at it!

I stayed inside his bathroom for a few seconds and finally decided to go to my room since it's a connected bathroom to my room.

I opened my closet and picked my white short shorts and black thin t-shirt. I just wore it without any inner wear, mas komportable kasi ako pag manipis ang suot ko tuwing matutulog ako.

I turned the AC on and set the temperature to 16⁰C and slammed my body on my bed. It's still early and we didn't eat our dinner yet, sadyang napagod lang talaga ako matapos ang ginawa ni Klyde.

I felt like my veins are losing their strength, kasi ni tumayo ay nakakapagod nang gawin! Gusto ko na lang matulog!

I reached for another pillow and hugged it coz the temperature of the AC was low and the room slowly went colder than its usual temperature.

Ibinaon ko ang mukha ko sa unan at niyakap ito nang mahigpit, nakayakap din ang mga hita ko rito habang dinamdam ang lamig ng kwarto, kapag malamig ay mas madali akong makakatulog.

Patulog na sana ako nang bumukas ang pintuan ng bathroom. Dahan dahan ko itong nilingon kahit pa alam kong si Klyde ito, sino pa ba eh wala namang ibang tao rito bukod sa kanya?

Nakapatay ang mga ilaw ko kaya hindi n'ya makikita kung saan ako nakahiga dahil sa sobrang dilim ng kwarto. Dumeretso lang ang lakad n'ya palapit sa kama ko at agad n'ya naman akong nahawakan.

“Hey, I told you let's sleep, but I didn't say you'll sleep here in your room.” Sumampa na s'ya ngayon sa kama ko at niyakap na naman ako sa likoran! Hayst. Him and his habits!

I didn't respond, and pretended to be asleep.

“I know you're still awake, Rory.” He said as he caressed my bicep and kissed my shoulder.

“It's seven in the evening pa baby, are you tired because of…” He chuckled! Siraulo kang Adamnelle ka!

Humarap ako sa kanya at marahan s'yang itinulak. “Umalis ka nga!” I said while still pushing him, but this man nailed himself on my bed!

“I just want a cuddle, is it too much to ask?” He dramatically said. “Aren't you a fan of cuddling after–” I didn't let him finish his words coz this man has no embarrassment in his body when his mouth started to open! Napaka vulgar!

“Siraulo ka!” I said as I slapped his hands causing him to laugh sexily!

“It's my first time! Palibhasa kasi nagagawa mo na iyon sa iba kaya kung makapagsalita ka, parang wala ng hiyang dumadaloy sa katawan mo!” I ranted and turned my position. I then hugged my pillow coz my heart hurt after uttering those words.

“I'm your boyfriend, why ashame? And for the records baby, I only did it to you. Though it's not new to me coz I studied it for years.” He said with amusement plastered in face.

Eh ano naman?

“Making sure that my future boyfriend will be satisfied.” Dagdag pa n'ya at sumiksik agad sa akin!

“Are you satisfied? Coz if not, I'll study more” He casually said! Kahit ako'y hiyang hiya na rito!

“Shut it Klyde! Nahihiya nga ako!” I honestly said.