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Self Damnation

Why do people cry when you give them a smile?

When you want to make them happy.

So what if you felt black as the pits of space

You wanted to release those dead endorphins,

You wanted to pass around something that was much

More gleeful than the empitiness

That surrounded you like an enegry orb.

You try to remember old children's shows

Where you blasted it out with a few magical words

And shocked the other,

With no premonition.

But this is me,

Breaking it up with you now.

I see what I did was wrong

And I have to move on.

Maybe it was crazy but there were parts of me that thought

That lying was the way forward.

Why should I lie and say that I see it all now,

It's the path I've chosen.

And I'll be damned

- Damned forever, forever damned -

If I look back.