l'arte di accogliere il sole

Lifetime

I made up my mind
I promise myself
I will never let anyone treat me like that
Ever again
I swear it on the stars in the sky
On the water in the sea
On the sun that shine above me
He was the biggest lesson i've ever got to learn
Never again
I will
Let myself hurt like this
Burn like this
For someone who just wants to play with me
I'm sick and tired
Of being used and abused
Giving away my power like it's useless
I'm sick and tired
It's not theirs to own
It's mine to call
And i call it back to me now
Cause i'm so tired
Of being stabbed in the back
By everyone
I pour in their cup
Until it overflows
And i'm left on my own
They all leave me alone
I never grow up
I never learn
I never know how to discern
True love from a circus
Oh my God
When i will learn
How to let go
Of those who made me blue and bruised
I'm so tired of healing from people
I want someone to heal with
Knowing he's here
Here for me
Here with me
Please
I've begging on my knees
I wanna be loved right
By a man who never leaves my side
And never makes me cry
And makes clear he wants me
And no one else
Please
I just ask you this
I don't want money
I just want someone who truly loves me
I don't want fame
I don't want big cars
I don't want try hard no more
To get a little bit of love
I don't wanna fight no more
I just want somebody to hold me
And someone who wants me for who i am
Someone who sees my soul
And says "she's the one i've been praying for"
I know i have to keep my faith
But even statues crumble if they're made to wait
I'm so afraid
I've got no soulmates
No one made for me
I don't want the moon
I don't want the stars
I just want a love that lasts
I just want a good guy
A gentlemen
Someone who is kind
And gentle
Someone who truly listens
And doesn't judge
Someone who looks in my eyes
And smile
Because
I'm his home
And he's mine
I just want a love that's real
Not perfect
I just want someone
Who loves me like it's breathing
Cause all my days i've been feeling like
I'm hard to love
So can you make it right?
When he's the one
The one for me
The one i wished for
My entire life
I just want someone
Someone
Who don't waste my time
I just want a love that feels like
"Finally i did one thing right"
Cause now i got to call him mine
Oh what a sight
What a sight
The brightest smile
And the kindest heart
And the wittest mind
Oh finally
Someone who doesn't lie
Finally
A love that i know
Will last for a lifetime
For a lifetime.