I Think I Love You|Cris Jr

I love you

This week was very good , also draining because of the school work but other than it was really good. I'm currently missing Cris, yeah yeah i know i see him everyday but you know when you just like somebody so much you just want to be around them. When you dont get to talk to them you just feel kinda down? You want their warm arms around you at all times, their soft lips touching yours. Their hands roaming all over your body, just miss having him look at you the way that he does. Shit. I'm so down bad for him.

"Cristiano" i said placing my phone on my pillow " yes mama..." he said, his voice very low and grumpy. Fuck! I couldn't speak at all because of the things that i was thinking in my mind if you know you know. "Baby..?" He said his voice still very low but had a hint of concern in it. "Ye..yeah im here" i said shyly "what are you doing right noe?" He asked "uhmm nothing actually, i cleaned my room, took a shower, did my skin care routine and yeah now I'm in my room bored asf, what about you?" I asked "uhm...i havent done shit. I just woke up like 30 minutes ago , my room is a mess and i havent eaten" he said "well get up " i said and he groaned "ughhh Y/n " he said , he's just like Nawaf , they are literally babies! "Dont 'ughhh Y/n' me" i said snapping at him "baby" he said , i see what he's doing. He knows he has an affect on him so he thinks I'll give in. Well no sorry Cristiano that aint happening. "No!" I said "mama" he said "no!" I replied "sweetheart" he said, his voice suddenly becoming very low...shit...im fucked. "C-cris stop!" And he started smiling hard, i could feel it . "Baby...i want you next to me right now...i want to hold you, kiss you, let my hands roam your body, touch your hip-" he started saying all this just so i can give in and its working. If you didn't know my love language is not physical touch but it's Cristiano's love language, i do not LIKE physical touch but when its Cris I'm comfortable with him which is weird cause i didnt really let my ex touch me the way Cris touches me ...you know like my ass...hips...thighs, just areas like that.
"Stop its not going to work" i said "fuck" he said groaining making me laugh a little and we fell silent for a few minutes. "Cristiano "i said "baby" he replied which made me giggle "i love your giggle" he said "thank you i guess " i said smiling " i...i uhh i love you ...Cris" i said hoping he would say it back but he didnt.  He stayed silent, not saying a word until i just decided to end the facetime. What was i thinking? Oh my gosh im sooo stupid! I thought to myself. Did i say it too soon? Maybe he just isn't ready right? I said out loud.