I swallow the rock of doubt, of pain,
shadowed by the glimmer of possibility,
Dreaming for more than a dream.
Not quite understanding what that means.
I didn't choose you but fate did,
Choosing you to be worth the fight.
I know, You don't. You know, I don't.
Shatter the chances of safety
You won't.
You won't and I don't understand
It's so simple to be man-
With no plan, the womb to depend
With excuses on end
I just cannot understand.
I swallow my tongue and pride
Putting all my worries to the side
Day by day push forth
Where I find my worth cobwebbed
Twisted and battered,
Wrangled in two, by you.