Wintercearig (A Lawlorff fanfiction)

Chapter 4

What's that smell? Is that.... BACON?! I jerk awake and look beside me, no Kian? The smell of crisp bacon hits me again and I basically float to the kitchen. Kian's standing in front of the stove and I grin. He's still wearing his clothes from yesterday but his hair is messy and his shoulders are relaxed.

The love of my life is making me breakfast. Just for me. We're all by ourselves and we cuddled ourselves to sleep last night. Life is great.

I walk up to him and cuddle him loosely from behind. "Hey." He breathes out.

I rest my lips gently on his neck and mutter a good morning to him. He turns around and snuggles into me. "Its better now." He whispers and we hug in silence. Why's he being so cuddly? Wait. Shit he found out about then last night. He knows. It takes every piece of me to not tense or freak out and just enjoy the long hug. He pulls away many minutes later and I whine a little.

"Kiii" I complain.

"We can cuddle all weekend okay? I just wanted to get the bacon off the stove before it burns." He laughs a little and I join in.

Do you really want to get even fatter?

Kian made it especially for us.

But do you--

He made it for me. I'm going to eat it.

A hand flies by my face and catches my attention. "You alright there? You just spaced out for a bit." He asks, face covered in worry.

"Oh, yeah. Just thinking." I say quickly.

"Alright... our food is done." I look toward the island and the two plates are placed in front of one stool. Oh? Before I can think of it anymore, Kian grasps my hand and pulls me over to the seat. He sits down and motions for me to sit on his lap. I go to sit on him so I'd be facing away but he pulls me to to straddle him. "Better" he says. I laugh and move closer to him.

"Lots." I say. He looks down towards the food and gets a small piece of egg onto the fork.

"Open wide." He smirks at his innuendo and while i open my mouth I look at him with do-me eyes in response. He gulps and puts the food into my mouth. I chew the egg and swallow. "So.. How its it?" Kian looks up at me hopefully.

Its delicious honestly. But I decide to tease him more. "Orgasmic." I notice his body tense. I look behind me and grab one of the strips of bacon. He closed his mouth and shakes his head no. "Ki... Don't make me this harder than it needs to be." He closed his mouth even tighter so I do something that I used to do to him when we were 16. I twisted his nipple.

He opens his mouth in shock and pain so I shove the meat into his mouth and let go of his nipple. "That's what you get." I laugh and lean back, resting my back on the isle. He still eating the bacon but I can't help but let my mind wander to his perfection. Even in the mornings he seems to be glowing and smiling and just so happy. I glance to his arm and see the freckle that I've always loved. His blonde and blue hair is messy and I can't control the urge to run my fingers through it. I sit back up and grab a tuff of his hair to play with. It's so soft and smooth. I move even closer, basically crushing my chest against his.

"Your hair's so soft." I accidentally say.

"Thanks?" He,says and I feel his hands move into my shirt and run across my spine. "You're pretty soft too I guess." He laughs and I decide to joke even more.

"Not always." I wink and he gets a new look in his eyes.

"Lets uh, lets go ahead and finsh breakfast?" He says and I grin at his,reaction.

"Whatever you say." I mumble and let him reach around me for his plate. I grab mine and we eat.

··|Kian's POV|··

What's even happening? Sammy made me feel so many types of ways... why though? I like Andrea, not him. He's just my best friend. Nothing more. Nothing less. So why did I want to pin him against that isle and fuck him till he couldn't walk. Or kiss him until his lips were swollen.

We just finished breakfast and now I'm able to reflect on it while I take a quick shower. Sam's taking one just down the hall... fuck. I feel myself get hard. I turn the water down to the coldest it can go and avoid my feelings for Sam even longer. After my not so little problem has disappeared I turn the water off and step out of the glass box. I dry myself off done and walk to my room with my towel wrapped loosely around my waist. I enter my room and take off my towel. I'm rummaging through my drawers, looking for boxers when Sam enters in just his bathrobe.

"Hey bitch." He jokes and smiles at me. We've seen each other naked many times before so it shouldn't be a big deal. However, I hurry to put on boxers so he won't see me. I'm longer than him but what if I'm not as long as that guy he likes? ... Wait what? I shake it off and follow Sam to sit on my bed.

"Hey, what do you wanna do today?" I ask him and grab my phone from the other side of him.

"I don't care to be honest. I just wanna spend time with you.." He says sincerely and I melt.

"Awh, okay. We'll need to get dressed then." I say and he furrows his brows.

"Why?" Sam says with a joking tone. I decide to get my revenge for earlier by moving closer so him. I'm on my knees beside him and I'm nearly positive that he can feel my dick pressed against his hip. I ignore the sensation and lean my head down to his ear. I nibble on it for a moment and then follow by sucking on it for a few seconds. His breathing shallows slightly.

"Well you see, if we don't then people we see that gorgeous body of yours all naked. And that is for my eyes only." I growl possessively. He shudders and stands.

"I'll meet you downstairs in ten." He says still shaken up by my words. He leaves and I laugh to myself. I knew that knowing his kinks would come in handy someday.

a/n hey guys so I don't really like this chapter because I feel like the progression is kind of unrealistic but then again like... It's lawlorff soo... Anyway, I'm going to try to update again later tonight after I get home from work so keep an eye out for it!! Love you guys!