Wintercearig (A Lawlorff fanfiction)

Chapter 8

The storm went around us within an hour. Acacia and I just made small talk and got to know each other but she asked to leave right after the storm. Not weird at all.

"Uh, I can ask to borrow Kian's car?" I suggest.

"Whatever works."

I run up the stairs taking two at a time because I honesty can't stand her much longer. I knock on Ki's door and hear some mumbled curses and things being tossed and moved. "Uh, who is it?" Kian yells.

"Oh, 'ts just Sam." I say quietly. "Acacia wants to go home so I need to borrow your car."

The door swings open and Ki's just in his boxers. What? I see Andrea behind him in just a blanket.

Oh. I feel my face fall. They slept together. Kian's not a virgin anymore. I've rejected every single person for him but he...

"We'll be down in just a few minutes. Andrea's roomate called and she needs to go back anyway." He says sweetly.

"Okay." I sigh and go back to the lounge with Acacia.

"They'll be down in a second. Andrea's going home too." I grumble and go out to the car. I climb into the backseat behind the drivers seat and Acacia gets in behind the passenger but I couldn't care less right now. Kian slept with her. I've had so many opportunities to lose my virginity but of course I'm an idiot and thought Ki and I would lose it to each other. Well that's not happening. I feel a deep frown become embedded into my face.

I space out and come back to my senses once the car starts moving. I'm still frowning and the frown just deepens when I see Andrea playing with Ki's hand. I thought I was the only one who did that. I sneak a glance at Kian's face through the rearview mirror but he's already starting at me. Oh. He looks concerned but he just redirects his eyes back on the road. Sigh.

I decide to ignore any potential conversation by starting out the window. Unfortunately I can't sleep so I'm stuck in consciousness while we drop the girls off. Acacia is the first to leave.

"Hey, I had a really great time Sam." She says when we reach her house.

"Me too. See you later?" I say but even I'll admit that my voice was kind of shaky. She still nods and steps out of the car onto the pavement that leads to her door. Finally. Don't get me wrong, she's okay. I'm just not really wanting to be with her. She not Kian.

Shortly after, Andrea gets dropped off and then it was just us. I obviously moved to the shotgun position now that we're alone but I'm still sulking and Ki notices.

"You hungry?" He tried breaking the silence but I shake my head.

"You sure? Because I thought I heard your stomach growl when we dropped off Acacia?" I tense. I tried to suppress it. I just couldn't. Instead of responding I just wait for him to continue. "Sam, you need to eat. We're stopping at Burger King on the way home." He demands. I huff and 'alright'.

"And 2 cokes. No ice." Kian finishes ordering and I sigh. He ordered chicken tenders and fries for me and a burger and fries for himself. So much food.. We get our little place card with a 13 on it. Awh, like superkian13... nostalgia. Kian decides on the farthest booth in the back and I follow to sit on the bouncy surface across from him. I hear a small squeak come from the springs and I stop.

Because you're so fat. Look at your thighs. They're like tree trunks. Very flabby tree trunks.

Andrea's thighs aren't that big, are they? Of course not. That's why Ki decided to sleep with her instead of you.

"So how's life?" Kian suddenly asks and clasps his hands in front of him onto the table. I nearly snort as his question.

Fucking terrible.