Wintercearig (A Lawlorff fanfiction)

Chapter 5

"Where are we going?" I ask Kian for the tenth time. Once we arrived downstairs he blindfolded me and now we've been in the car for over an hour.

"I'm not telling you Sammy. It's a surprise!!" He says and I can hear his smile. 20 minutes go by without words, just me playing with one of Kian's hands as he drives with the other.

"Okay, we're here." Kian says and my eyesight is returned. Oh. My. God. My eyes widen when I realize where we are. "I know it's not anywhere special I just thought it would bring back some good ole Lawlorff memories." He jokes with me.

I snort. "Kian.. This place is extremely special. Now lets go!!!" I literally jump out of the car and run into the familiar place without knocking. "Mama?!" I basically scream when I enter the kitchen and see Kian's mother.

"Sam?!" She almost-screams back. We hug and she lets go just to continue talking. "I miss you, you haven't been over in... forever. What ever happened?" She asks, voice laced with concern.

Well you see I fell in love with your son right as he fell in love with some girl and completely shredded my heart as I shredded my arm.

..is what I want to say but I settle for "Been busy." She glances behind me before motioning me forward so she can whisper in my ear.

"Kian missed you a lot too." She says and then pauses. "He was miserable... Thank you so much for bringing the sunshine back into his eyes." She says with feeling. I nod as if to say no problem before Kian grabs my arm and drags me up the steps.

"We'll be upstairs!!" He tells to his mother.

He takes me to his room and I feel so many memories tumble onto me at once that my knees lock in the doorway. I fall down to a crouch and feel arms wrap around me.

"Hey, hey. You alright Sammers?" Kian asks and lifts me to sit on his bed, that I've been in an infinite number of times due to our past sleepovers and cuddle sessions.

Everything is exactly how it used to be and I feel some tears fall down my cheeks. It's too much. I literally throw myself into Kian's lap and curl into his chest. "Yeah. I just... Fuck. I miss this so much...Kian.. I miss you so much. Fuck." I feel a chill go down my spine and more tears fall down.

He holds me tight and I feel safe for the first time in over a year.

"Sam, babe.. You'll be okay.. We'll be okay.. I miss you too ya know? I uh.. I made plans to stay here for about four days.. If uh, if you wanna stay." He says and I just nod eagerly and scoot closer on his lap. "Oh thank god. I thought you'd make me drive all the way back to the O2L house tonight." He laughs and I relax a, little in Kian's arms. This is perfect. Four days. My favourite place. My favourite person. All to myself. Paradise. "We have all day to ourselves and then Andrea wants to come and meet my family tomorrow.. uh. She'll be staying for the rest and she'll be going home with us if all of that's okay with you?" Shit. I tense and he notices. "I can tell her not to come of you want me to. I'll understand, Sammers" Like hell.

Well.. my next four says are going to suck ass. I'm not going to make his that bad too.

"No, it's fine. I just thought.. I thought it was just going to be us." I mumble and wowthat sounds pathetic out loud.

"Damn.. We will do something just the two of us all by ourselves once we get back. I promise." He makes me pull away so he can look into my eyes. "Alright?"

"Alright." I sigh. "So what do you wanna do?" I ask him just like I would back when I came over everyday after school.

He smiles from ear to ear. Yep. I would give my life for that smile. "How about the beach?" He asks and I panic.