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𝐉𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐒. 𝘏𝘖𝘜𝘚𝘛𝘖𝘕 , 𝟐:𝟎𝟎 𝐀𝐌.
JUST LIKE THAT, ANOTHER TWO months flew by and julian found his self lying down on the bed, watching something on netflix with a completely blank face.
He's been in school for the last four months, and two more went by just like that. It's been six, and it was currently january the first.
It was a monday, and two o'clock in the morning because he couldn't find it in his self to sleep. Whenever he tried to, he would think. And he didn't want to think right now. So that's why he was watching netflix.
His body was all healed up by now too, but he was watching anything but WWE nowadays. Even if julian used to love it because it reminded julian too much of him.
It hurt too much to think about him.
After what happened, he's been at home and at the barbershop. That's all. He hasn't been doing anything else.
He barely went to school anymore. It was actually so bad. He just couldn't take all the questions. The looks. Nothing. Even too months after that dumb picture was posted everywhere.
Julian didn't care enough to try and do anything else either. He just wanted to lay in his bed feeling bad and pathetic because he was, all day.
He hasn't even been talking to his friends. He was icing them out. All of them. And completely pushed makai's confession, celina's pregnancy, and everything else with demetri in the back of his mind. He didn't want to speak to nobody. He was over everything.
His heart was hurting so much, okay? All he wanted to do was to cry. And cry, and cry. For the last two months.
Because it's been too months since he's touched, talked to, had fighting lessons with, or even seen him after everything.
After the kiss. The confessions. All of it.
Julian couldn't even say his name in his mind because it hurt to even do that.
And so, julian wanted to delete his number out his phone so badly, because he couldn't take looking at it, but julian couldn't because he was weak and still liked him so much. Even after all he said and did. He couldn't, so he unsaved and blocked it instead.
He didn't want to see his number. He didn't want to think about him but it seemed impossible.
The more julian tried not to think about him, the more julian did.
