p.s - you're welcome. it's been a longggg time coming!
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𝐉𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐒. 𝘏𝘖𝘜𝘚𝘛𝘖𝘕 , 𝟲:𝟬𝟬 𝗔𝗠.
TO BE HONEST, the moment treysion grey marshells got on his knees, in the rain, julian knew he was a goner.
Even before he started apologizing, before he called him baby, before he started crying like julian, before the kiss, all of it.
The fight julian was fighting within his self to try and get away from trey because of all the pain became nonexistent.
Trey hadn't left julian's mind. Even when he thought he went numb to all the pain. Trey was still right in the middle of his heart.
And when julian heard he in fact hadn't left trey's either, and he even occasionally went to his house without his knowledge, just to check up on him, his heart started beating so fast he felt like it would fly out.
Julian felt how he felt when he and trey were first started to get to know each other all over again.
And this kiss. It was driving julian all over the place. It was so soft, intimate, and felt like trey poured everything he could into it for julian, just like julian to him.
Julian wanted him to feel all the emotions he felt over the last four months. And he wasn't being shy about it.
Julian thought trey moved on after all. Immediately. Probably even forgot about him. But this kiss showed him that wasn't true, thankfully, and he knew he liked it more than he probably should.
It felt so good, so nice, so right.
Julian was so in like with him. He never stopped. Not once. Even when he tried. He couldn't.
Julian told his friends two months ago, when they kidnapped him and forced him to talk to them after months about everything, including what they seen in that photo, that whatever he had with trey was over and that it shouldn't have ever happened.
The moment those words left his mouth, he knew how much he was lying, but he was so determined to get over trey that he thought he could fake it till he made it.
But as they kissed, while they were crying in the rain, and trey slipped his tongue into his mouth, molding his self against julian, he realized just how wrong he was.
Something like this couldn't be done. How hard he felt for trey couldn't be over. No matter how much julian wanted it to be at one point.
