My Past, My Present, My Future

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Nakaupo kami ngayon dito sa ilalim ngshade ng puno ni Liselle. Nasa tapat to ng soccer field ng school namin.

Dito kasi malilim at presko yung hangin kaya dito ko napili pumwesto.

Tama, siya yung batang nakabangga ko kanina. Imbes na magpabili ng Ice cream eh pinapasagutan sakin ngayon yung slumbook niya.

Ibang klase to. Haha. :))) pinagbigyan ko na siya. Ayaw ko naman makakita ng batang ngumangawa.

Ayun, buti tahimik lang siya. Hinihintay niya lang ako matapos sa pag sasagot ko dito. May ballpen naman na may design na butterfly sa tuktok na nakakabit sa notebook niya.

Yun yung ginamit kong pangsagot..

This is the first Im gonna do this kind of shit. Answering a slum note was really not my thing. Medyo madali lang namang sya..

Basic info.. Tpos next page na..

Nagulat ko, may nakalagay..

'Who is your first crush?'

'Who is your first love?'

'What is your most embarassing moment?"

SERIOUSLY?!

Do I still need to answer all of these?!

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko.

Ayoko nang ituloy ang pagsasagot. Lalo na nng nakita ko yung tanong na 'Who is your first love?'

Right there and then, I felt a sudden pain in my heart. A familiar pain I felt 7 years ago

nung pinagtulakan niya ko...

" Giselle, okay na ba to? " I said in a serious tone.

" No. Sagutan mo lahat, ate. " She insisted with pleading eyes.

May magagawa pa ba ko? Slum note lang naman to ah?

This is no big deal for me..

I am strong.

Inangat ko na yung kamay ko at nag umpisang magsulat.

Is it just me or the pen is just getting heavier? Parang..

Ang hirap..

'Who is your first crush?'

I wrote, "Yanyan"

Nakakainis.. bakit? Ang bigat sa pakiramdam?

Who is your first love?

I wrote, "Yanyan"

Sumisikip na ang dibdib ko.. Ang init na din ng gilid na mga mata ko..

Pinipigil kong tumulo yung mga luha ko..

Last question..

"What is your most embarassing moment?"

I can feel a tear just fell.

Oh no, not again. I convincingly said to myself.

I wrote, "When he pushed me away because of that girl"

That's it. Di ko na napigilan.

Nilapag ko yung slum book ni Giselle sa tabi niya at nag umpisa nang tumakbo.

OA na kung OA. Masisisi ko ba sarili ko? :'((

I ran away as fast as I could with these stupid blurred eyes.

I can't stop my tears from falling..

Hanggang ngayon, masakit padin. </3