i was aching all over i cried the whole time i wanted to go home sooooooo bad it felt like my back was broken it hurt it literally felt like i was in chains i cried loudly it was awful i was emotionally raw and beaten and emotionally sick i wanted it to end i was covered in emotional bruises my heart had ripped in half i needed a distraction i wanted to get some fresh air i wanted some food i wanted someone and something to comfort me i needed ty tommy rubber latex banana my earbuds i needed ty i was screaming her name she didn't come
i was always crying
i longed for Anita miller
i longed for my mother
i longed for my grandmother
i longed for Felecia
i longed for friendy
honestly i would've rather died in there
nobody came to help me they acted like they didn't care they ignored my cries for help i was in severe emotional pain
i wanted my mother to save me she didn't
i felt as if i was in the chokey
i had hardly any food or water
i had no one at school to turn to not even Anita the school councilor could help me get out of there i longed for my mother
i finally exhausted myself to sleep
towards the end of the day one day i was so excited because i knew my aunt aka cousin aka Kaliq would be there when i got home like she always was he\she was like oh you poor Jerri why are you crying huh? and i just broke down and told he\she everything Kaliq said jerri i will support you i will console you i will distract you i will do everything for you i have a special surprise for you Kaliq got down on one knee and he said Jerri Nicole Vaughn would you be my wife and i said oh KALIQ YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSSSSSS i will but he quietly said mama Felecia cannot know about this and she said ok
the next day i was planning the ceremony while i was crying i found some red lipstick 💗💗
and i put that on and in my mind i thought OH MY GOD JERRI YOU LOOK REDICULOUS
when i got thirsty i went to the vending machine and got 4 bottles of apple juice
and i drank the apple juice and went to the bathroom and when it was time to go home i thought oh Kaliq will be soooooo surprised i put on his favorite perfume he said jerri you look and smell ridiculous and i said let's go shopping for a dress and a tux he oiled up my hair him being a cosmetologist he knew what to do he did my nails and hair he put makeup on me properly he oiled up my injuries took me to see ty my LPC and i cried the whole time ty couldn't calm me down Kaliq said we are getting married well not literally just loving on each other he let me touch his hair his dreads were very very soft and fluffy Kaliq let me cut his dreds
