random one shots (lemons) (discontinued)

James carstair x reader

This was requested by TheJokerKK
Hope you like it my bro
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Jem Carstairs was the kind gentleman that nearly any girl will fall for and you had been one of those girls that had fallen for him, you knew him from an early age you basically grew up with him. You knew he was gravely ill and you never would treat him any different like jasmine or Charlotte would do to him or even Will himself, you never sugar coated anything you always treated him as if he was like any other kid.

You were in the institute writing a story, you had just yelled at Will for teasing you about your looks at supper which made you hit your limits with him making you yell at him, you were lost in your story. You were the one for romance with a small twist, when the man is a sweet and innocent but was protective and dominate in the relationship but still the Sweet and innocent when needed. You were lost in your fantasy that you didn't know someone sat next to you on the window seat "____...." You snapped out shutting the book close and hid it behind your back.
"What do you want?" You asked looking away from his grey eyes as they watched you, "I just want to talk okay" he smiled "and may I ask why?" You asked in small coldness. He sighed moving closer "just wanted to if you were okay? You startled me at supper; you don't usually snap that easily...would you like to talk about it." He asked looking at her "no I don't now can you leave me alone" you replied "don't get Will's words to you okay he's all talk" you wanted him to stay but you being stubborn you decided to let it go you were about to pull out you book "what you got there?" He asked a smirk on his face.
You stood up with the book now it's was basically you and him but you changed names but appearance wise no difference. "Well? What is it?" He chuckled reaching for it, with reflects being a shadow hunter you are you moved swiftly away holding the book in the air, then hit his head with it. He held his head with a smirk "sorry didn't know it was a diary" "it's not a diary!" You snapped glaring at him slightly "oh then it's a story you are writing correct?" You stayed quiet and walked off.

He followed you like a lost puppy "James please go to your room" you asked kindly "and stop following me" you said with now small annoyance, he held that smirk. "Why do you act like this towards me? I have done nothing wrong but head to my room which is next door to you, and the fact you're so defensive to whatever I do...hmm is it the fact you fancy me" you had your back to him rage flowing throw your body yet you wanted to cry having the thought he was mocking you. "Ha! Why would I ever fall for you...Tsk for all I know there are a bunch of stupid girls that fall for you? A real joke if you ask me" you laughed to cover your braking heart; you turn to him laughing tears from your eyes from "laughing" when really you were crying from being broken.
James looked hurt "so you don't like me?" He asked serious "by the angel No!" Your fake laugh died down and he looked to then floor "I see...well I'm sorry for anything I did that made you hate me" he turned to his room you stood there tears running down your face. With a calm voice "I never said I hated you, Jem..." And with that you enters your room and cried silently, when you said the words he was trying to figure out what you meant. He knew you would never be that mean unless he had done something horrible to you or you were masking your emotions, he knows you all too well.

It was one in the morning and he was not sleeping he was worried and confused, he couldn't take it so he walked out to your room, he opened it seeing you hugging a pillow with tear stains. He felt his heart tug at him his breathing became harder he felt something...he couldn't explain it, he walked over sitting next to you, a hand rubbing your shoulder. You stirred in your sleep; he lay down next to you hugging you from behind in a spooning position. His lips near your ear your hair laid all over you like a mane of a lion, he moved locks of hair so he whispered so softly "I'm sorry..." You woke up but kept still you wanted to cry all over again so you hugged the pillow tighter, no one has ever seen you so vulnerable and so broken and it pained him to see you like this. "I know you're awake...and I'm sorry okay... Just please don't hate me" he whispered quietly his voice braking slightly, no one has ever seen him like this you didn't want to face him knowing you made him feel bad. "I don't hate you..." You replied he hugged you tighter his head in the cook of your neck, his ghostly white hair tickling your cheek. "Good..." "Why do you care if I hate you or not..." You mumbled he lifted his head to speak "because I... I love you" you sobbed hearing his words; you covered your face so he couldn't see you cry. "I love you so much...that's why it hurt me when you laughed at me and now seeing you like this" you calmed yourself a little to speak "I'll just end up hurting you...James please don't do this" you pleaded "look I don't care I just wanted to be with you and no one else, I don't have much time here and I want to spend each moment with you" you moved on your back.

You stared at the ceiling the tears to stop them, he moved on top hovering you. You looked away blushing slightly "_____ I only want you to show yourself to me your vulnerable self only to me..." He asked leaning in to your ear making you shiver "_____ will you be mine" you looked at him with wide eyes "James...." He pulled back looking at you his grey eyes staring into your eyes, those beautiful eyes he adored "____ please be mine" you nodded at him.
The kiss was soft and loving he was being so gentle; you wrapped your arms around his neck fingers tangling in his hair. He licked your bottom lip asking for permission to enter you designed, you felt his smirk as his hand trailed down your waist. The touch so new making you sensitive to his touch, you gasped and he had no hesitation in exploring your mouth with his tongue. Moaning he became aroused by the mere sound "would you like to go all the way, ____?" He asked you bucked your hips in a sign of a yes, he took off your nightgown and his nightshirt you both had scars from fighting downworlders and training with other shadow hunters. He looked at his own body seeing the scars he disliked so very much, you placed a hand on his chest moving across the old scars "its fine... James we all have scars" a small smile on your face, he grabbed your hand moving it to his cheek; his cold hands holding your warm hands.
Jem was getting you ready for the next step of pleasure, he took off your underwear his hand rubbing your clit making you gasp finger nails digging into his shoulder blades.
He thrusts a finger in your entrance making you shift and moan from the sensation, Jem became excited and aroused by your actions. After a while of pleasuring you he took off his briefs, his erection sprung free and you closed you eyes tired from the pleasuring. Something pocked your entrance something large was moving in, opening your eyes you see him pushing in you helped as he continued to push in "James it hurts" you whined gripping his forearms fingernails digging in "I know just relax" he groaned eyes closed as he felt pleasure, you clenched once he was fully in "I said relax" he huffed. You panted trying to relax but you felt pain, he leaned in kissing your lips in a soft rhythm his hand gripping your breast teasing your hard erected nipple, the sensation was your trigger to relax your muscles. He slowly thrusts making you yelp in pleasure, your moistness making it easier for him to slide in and out. Your arms scratching his back possibly leaving red marks, he thrusts became harder and faster making you feel a knot in your abdomen area, his hand tailing down to your clit rubbing it making you lose yourself in pure bliss.
He moved so you were on top he wanted to see how dominate you were, he wanted you to take charge in the intimacy (even though he loved seeing you submit to him). You rolled your hips making him moan slightly, he held your hips helping you bounced you moaned feeling him more. He loved the feeling of being in you the way your breasts bounced and you face red and with a light coat of sweat, you climax screaming his name. You placed your hands on his chest to stop you from falling on him, your breathing ragged from exhaustion. He released his semen in you shortly after you climaxed, he turned you over so you were under him "I love you so much ____" he said pulling out and laying next to you "I love you too" you mumbled a deep blush on your face "what was that ____?" He slightly teased "nothing" you replied quickly looking way from him, all you could hear was him laughing slightly.

After a while when the sun came out from the clouds Jem hand you in a tight embrace sleeping, you woke up and nearly screamed when you saw William at the door with a shocked look on his face. Jem felt you were under distress and woke up only to look at Will with a blank stare "it's not a very gentleman like to walk into a room without knocking Will" Jem said blankly as you pulled the White sheets a little more with a deep blush, "I was going to apologies from yesterday...but I'll leave you two love birds be" he turned on his heel to walk out closing the door behind him. "How do you put up with him" you sighed looking at Jem he did nothing but give you a kind loving smile "I don't" he kissed you lovingly and stretched putting on his nightclothes back on you doing the same, and headed to breakfast talking but when you all were eating everyone was in awkward silence.
"So how was it?" Will asked with a smirk on his face.