Sugar & Kisses || Larry ||

Age up-20

After a much-needed nap, Louis wakes up with a wet diaper, and he can't seem to control his tears as they roll down his face. He doesn't feel bad about using it, but it happened without him knowing, which makes him feel bad. He thought he had it under control.

"Oh, babe, what's up? What is it with these tears, huh?" Harry asks as he sees the tears on the boy's cheeks. He is still a bit heavy with sleep, but he knows his boy needs him, so rather that than get a few extra minutes of sleep.

"Used diapy, daddy," Louis mumbles, his tears slowing down when he sees that his daddy is awake. He could just really use some love from the man.

"Oh, babes, that's totally fine! I'll get you changed in a jiffy!" Harry exclaims, hugging the boy close to his chest.

They slowly and messily get out of the bunk, and Louis gets a change, Harry warming up the wet wipes in his hands, which makes it a bit slower than he would like. But Louis doesn't seem to mind. Just happy to be clean again.

"Louis, can I have your eyes real quick, baby?" Harry asks when he is done with the change and has sat the boy down on the couch, hoping to get Louis' attention. He needs to talk to him about ageing up so they can play their show. He would hate to do it in a bad way or force it out of him, but they have a job. Sadly.

"M-huh, what is daddy?" Louis asks sweetly, giving the man all the attention he can muster up, he wants to be a good boy for him.

"You know how we have to play a show, yeah?" Harry rubs the boy's knee while talking, which does distract the boy a little bit, it just feels os calming!

Louis nods, not really following yet, he knows they have a show, that's their whole life. It hasn't clicked for him yet.

"And you know how only big boys can be on stage, right?" Louis nods again.

Harry sighs, hoping that he could say this in a way to make it easier on Louis, but he doesn't know how, though.

"Therefore, we need you to be a big boy for us, so we can play the show!" Harry says with fake enthusiasm, hoping that the boy will catch on so that it can in some way be his own choice.

"I am big boy!" The boy says loudly, with a big smile. His daddy always tells him he is such a big boy, so why can't he play the show?

And then it clicks, he has to be in yucky adult headspace to play the show. He really doesn't want to; he loves the safety his smaller headspace gives him, but he also loves to play shows. Does that mean he can choose? Does he have to choose between comfort and playing a show? Maybe it is a good idea to age up so he can do his.... Job. He decides that it is worth it to age up and have fun like big boys do.

"M... Okay, I can be big boy, but can still wear diapy? Gives safe," Louis mumbles after a few minutes of thought.

Harry is a bit shocked to hear that; he thought the boy didn't fully like the diapers, but maybe he does? He is glad that it gives him a form of safety when he wears it, that's all he wanted for the boy. To feel safe.

"Of course, baby! Do you need help, or can you age up yourself?" Harry says, still crouching next to the boy and rubbing his knee. Louis thinks a little bit, then points to himself. Harry smiles and says okay, and starts making a small cup of tea. Even though he would rather be close to the boy and help him, he knows that maybe it is easier for Louis if he isn't being babied while trying to age up. So he distracts himself with the tea making.

A little while later, Louis clears his throat, getting Harry's attention, and he smiles at the man. Happy that he has stayed through this.

"Hey, uh, I'm all big again, and I know I said if I could stay in the diaper, but it is honestly a little too big for me," Louis laughs nervously. He can already feel the nappy bulge he would have in his jeans. And he is not feeling it.