I can't stop thinking about you {jortini}

Chapter 29

Tini: I already lay in bed when Jorge arrives at seven....I haven't eat diner yet but I don't care. He lied to me about going to Rugge so I don't feel like talking to him right now. I hear him calling for me but I just stare at the ceiling. I hear him coming upstairs so I turn around so he will face my back when he enters the room, I close my eyes and pretend to be sleeping. I hear the door open.

Jorge: "Oh hey here you are.....why're you already in bed?"

Tini: Just keep silence Tini, don't move

Jorge: "Are you okay?"

Tini: I hear him coming closer and he eventually stops when he's next to me. He probably kneels down because I feel his breath in my neck. He puts a piece of hair behind my ear. Stay asleep Tini! Don't move

Jorge: "Alright then....sleep well beautiful" I give her a kiss on the cheek and get up to leave the room. I know she wasn't sleeping but I will talk to her tomorrow morning.....

*beeep beeep*

Jorge: I look at my phone and see a text;
Everything is settled now. Thank you for stopping by this afternoon it really helped me. Goodnight x
I smile at my phone and put it back in my pocket. I walk back in our room cause I'm pretty exhausted and I think it's also good for me to sleep early. When I enter our room I see Tini moving to a laying position trying to pretend she's sleeping but she's too slow.....I knew she wasn't sleeping "hey love"

Tini: Serious?! Fuck! I tried so hard to.....uhg! And what now? Should I keep ignoring him?

Jorge: "Why were you in bed so early?"

Tini: "Tired?" I said but it sounded more like a question

Jorge: "Are you sure that is the only reason?" I pulled my shirt and jeans off and got in bed in just my boxers.

Tini: "Eh yes. You think I'm so stupid that I don't even know why I got in bed?!"

Jorge: "No Tini. You know I don't mean it like that! You just seem a bit distracted and off guard and I'm just wondering if it has something to do with me or about the fact tha-"

Tini: "Goodnight Jorge" I cut him off. Maybe a bit too rude but I just can't stand him right know.....not after he lied to me!

Jorge: "Ehm yeah goodnight beautiful" I say a bit disappointed

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Jorge: The next morning I woke up without someone next to me.....she's probably still mad. But why?
I get out of bed and walk downstairs where I find no one...."Tini??? TINI?" But no answer.

Tini: I'm running through the park trying to clear my head but I just can't stop thinking about the fact that Jorge lied to me about going to Rugge....it reminds me of the time with Peter. Of course I know that Jorge would never do something like that to me but just the whole thing about keeping things away from me.....and the longer I think about it the madder I get!

I'm already home again without really realising and when I enter the house through the back door I find Jorge sitting in the kitchen staring at his cup of coffee.....what? When I close the door behind me he looks up and a smile gets on his face

Jorge: "hey love"

Tini: uhg! I'm still really pissed about the whole lying thing so I just ignore him and grab bottle of water out of the fridge

Jorge: "Tini, can you please just talk to me and tell me what's wrong? Because I don't know it and I can't stand this situation"

Tini: of course! He doesn't knows where I'm mad about?! Is he trying to play dumb with me now?!

Jorge: "Tini please, explain it to m---"

Tini: "you wanna know what's wrong?!" I ask while I shut the fridge with a little bit too much strength. I'm just so....."I'll tell you what's wrong! It's wrong from you to think that I wouldn't even find out about the fact that you're having someone else!" I spat at him while walking over to him

Jorge: "wow wow wait! What?! I don't have someone else!! Why would you even think that?!"

Tini: no no no! Don't play dumb with me sugarpie! "You really think I'm so stupid that I don't see you smiling at your phone when you receive a message or that when someone calls you you get out of the room and when I walk in you mostly of the time hang immediately up?! You think I didn't see you last night turning right out of our street instead of left to actually go to Rugge?!" I shouted at him. I turned around to walk our of the kitchen nog wanting to listen to his stupid explanations

Jorge: "no Tini wait a second!" I ran after her and pulled her back by her wrist to make her turn around and face me "it's true that I didn't go to Rugge last night but I went to someone to make everything ready for a surprise for y---"

Tini: "are you serious?! That's your excuse?! And what would that surprise would've been?! Or do you need some time to think your whole stupid lie you probably just made up two seconds ago through right now??

Jorge: "no I'm serious Tini! I was planning on a vacation for the two of us and all the activities that we would be doing there....."

Tini: "really?? And when were you planning on telling it to me??"

Jorge: "just the day before we would leave. I would've taken care of everything so you only had to pack your bag and we could leave"

Tini: "oh really?! Were you actually planning on telling me?? Or would you just take me there like peter?! Would you even tell anyone else that we were going or were you planning on disappearing with me and to finish the job Peter and Stephie couldn't??" After that sentence left my mouth I immediately felt regret through my whole body.....I didn't even mean it! I don't dare to look up at Jorge because I know how much I've hurt him with saying this

Jorge: "don't you dare to compare me with him! You know I would never ever ever do something like that to you!"

Tini: I slowly looked up and hurt was written all over his face before he disappeared out of sight. I heard a door slam after some seconds what woke me up from my freeze "FUCK!!" I shout at myself "you fucking stupid!!" I started crying and suddenly started to search for something.....I don't even know where I'm looking for! I went through all the cabinets until I saw something and I knew immediately that that was the thing I was searching for......a really sharp knife caught my attention and without even thinking I grabbed it and took it with me upstairs......

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With 15 reactions from different people I will update tonight the next chapter!!