I can't stop thinking about you {jortini}

Chapter 28

Jorge: I woke up by a sweet feeling on my lips, I open my eyes slowly and look right in the eyes of my beautiful girlfriend

Tini: "good morning love"

Jorge: she says it so soft I almost can't hear it and with a smile on her face "good morning beautiful" I answer back. She lays her head on my chest while she has an hand on the side of my head who plays a bit with my hair

Tini: "I missed waking up like this" 

Jorge: "me to.....I missed everything with you" I kiss her on the top of the head and wrap an arm around her waist to hold her tight. We just lay like this for a couple of minutes before Tini suddenly moves a bit away from me

Tini: "I'm gonna take a shower"

Jorge: "oh okay, do you need help? I mean you still have wounds on your body and you're not totally health yet...."

Tini: "I'm fine Jorge, the doctor said I can do everything again if I take it slow"

Jorge: "alright, I'm gonna make some breakfast then" I got up and gave Tini a peck on the lips before I left the room

Tini: I got up after Jorge left the room and walked to our bathroom. I got undressed and walked to the shower. I turned the water on and waited for it to get warm while I grabbed a towel. I took a look in the mirror stood still for some seconds....shocked about the fact how I looked.....I was so thin, really really thin, like not healthy anymore thin.....ugly thin. Also wounds everywhere, they all remember me of the past terrible months.....the wounds only make me look even more ugly. I was so pale and I just looked so unhealthy....so ugly.

I slowly returned to the shower trying to block all these thoughts, I just needed some food, sun, rest and time and my body would become slowly normal again. Right?

I got in the shower and let all the warm water splash over my body, first it hurt when the water touched some open wounds but now it feels nice.....

Eventually I turned the shower off again and grabbed my towel but at the moment I leaned forward to get the towel I slipped, I slipped over the wet and soapy tiles and landed with my whole body on the cold and hard ground. I felt some wounds hurting so bad that the tears flew over my cheeks in less than one second.....I tried to get up but it didn't succeed. With every movement my body hurt even more.

Jorge: "Tini! TINI?? Everything alright?! I heard something fall! Are you okay?!"

Tini: "y-yeah....I-I'm fine" I tried to say but my voice came out weaker than I expected

Jorge: "are you okay? Can I come in"

Tini: "eh no you can't....."

Jorge: "why? What happened Tini? Are you okay?"

Tini: "yeah it's just that I am uhm I am naked so you can't come in" I could literally slap myself for that answer.

Jorge: "come on Tini I've seen you naked before.....I'm coming in"

Tini: "alright" I said soft while he already had opened the door and walked over to me

Jorge: "what happened? Are you okay?! You're bleeding"

Tini: wow I didn't know it was that bad....."I slipped and fell, and I can't get up......it hurt too much" I said soft hoping he couldn't hear the last part "I didn't know I was bleeding...."

Jorge: "oh Tini, you had to let me in immediately"

Tini: "I know....I'm sorry I just...."

Jorge: tears form up in her eyes so I decided not to ask further. I lift Tini up and hold her in my arms, I wrap an towel around her. I take her with me in bridal style to the bed where I lay her down slowly.

*TIMESKIP*

Tini: I wake up in my bed without Jorge.....I look at my phone and I see it's  three in the afternoon....what? Oh yeah....the slipping in the bathroom thing. I get up and I groan loudly because it hurts like thousands knifes who stab me. I look down my body and see that my wounds are clean again and there is some bandage around some of them, also I'm wearing an big shirt of Jorge who feels really soft around me. I walk downstairs and hear Jorge having a phone call in the kitchen, I walk to him and wrap my arms around him from behind. He jumps up a bit from shock and stops the phone call immediately and texts something quick....what?? "Who was that?" I ask really curious

Jorge: "it was Rugge about  my stuff that is still there and I need to pick up"

Tini: "oh....sure" I say while I walk over to the fridge and search for something to eat

Jorge: "do I need to make you something?"

Tini: "no, I can do that by myself" I said  getting annoyed. I'm not an baby! I can do things by myself and that definitely wasn't Rugge on the phone!

Jorge: "I know you can" I say soft, I didn't mean to offend her with what I said "how are you now?"

Tini: "I'm great" I say sarcastic while I grab my sandwich and walk over to  the table

Jorge: "I'm serious Tini...." I took a seat in front of her at the table "what did you actually want to say when I came into the bathroom.....you said you were sorry but you just.....and then you stopped with your sentence"

Tini: "I wanted to say that I'm sorry but I just....I just wanted to be strong for once....not that weak girl who always needs someone to help her. I don't want to be weak Jorge"

Jorge: "what? You serious think that people think you're weak?? No one in this whole word thinks you're weak Tini! You're one of the strongest persons I know! Look at everything you've been through!" I get up for my seat and walk over to hers, I kneel down in front of her and take her hands "you're so strong Tini, you've been abused physical and mental, you've been kidnapped, you've survived 18 days without food and with only a bit of water!  Believe me if I tell you that you're strong.....so much stronger than you think"

Tini: tears were flowing down my cheeks and a smile was across my face. I wrap my arms around his neck and hold him tight. He lifts me with his arms around my waist "I love you"

Jorge: "I love you too" I say and give her a kiss in the neck "but right now I need to go" I say while I pull back

Tini: "oh....why?" I let my arms go from his shoulders

Jorge: "I need to pick up my stuff from Rugge"

Tini: "really?!" I say maybe a bit too happy

Jorge: "eh yes?"

Tini: "great! Say hi to him and Mechi"

Jorge: "I will do beautiful" I peck her lips before I walk outside of the kitchen and grab my jacket and keys

Tini: I walk to the front of the kitchen and watch Jorge who walks up to his car. I wave excited goodbye and watch him drive off. I'm just so happy that he actually was calling with Rugge! I know I should've trust him immediately but after what happened with Peter it's just hard to- "wait what?! He is turning to the right but if you want to go to Rugge and Mechi's  house you have to go to the-the.....left....."