On The Air

Chapter 30

It's been a week since that incident happened. I was home alone listening to a Doors album when I started thinking about the whole situation again.

Flashback:
"Carol,..I ..I ..I," Tommy smutterd. (Yeah I combined muttered and Smother..I'm cheeky).

I just smiled and patted his back and walked away from the situation.

End of flashback

Right now I'm uncertain how I feel. Like the past events recently have taken over me .. I don't know how to respond to this type of action.
A little while later I heard the door open and close. Tommy was home. I decided to go talk to him so maybe I can figure out his feelings instead.
"Hey there Tommy," I slightly smiled.

"Uh..uh ..Hi," he smiled nervously.

"Look, Tommy I know you've been awkwardly avoiding this , but I want and I should have a right to know, how exactly do you feel about me?...and why did you kiss me?"

His face looked as if I shattered his heart all over the floor.

"Oh no! I didn't mean it like that ! I just wanted to know why you kissed me out of the blue?..if that makes sense.."

"Look," he started. " I have been wanting to tell you this for awhile. But I haven't meet anyone like you. Once I got to know you more when you were just starting out your show and giving Dick and I advice for ours, I knew you were something special....Too bad Dicky and I got ourselves fired," we both chuckled. " All In good taste I guess," he made his usual goofy face with his remark. "Anyway, I always found you and Harvey as an adorable pair like every time I watched your sketches. But when I met him when I went on your show, he just seemed distressed..I guess. And I knew that's not who you are. Even Vicki told me he can be an ass to work with-"

"He's like that because he wants to get his acting perfect !" I defended for Harvey ...Why? I don't know. " Luckily when Tim came along for the show, I saw a glimmer of hope and happiness so that's what made our relationship strong..then he felt the need to branch out. Which was great, but I missed him. I think the show lacked without him. But as you said his distress got the best of him."

"..yeahhhh.."he said hesitantly. " So when you came here I was shocked but a little relieved you came to me because everyone has failure but he shouldn't put you through all this crap because of his failure. If doesn't believe he'll move on from it, that's his fault and I think you should go to someone who will bring light at the end of the tunnel and I kissed you becau-"

I cut him off slamming my lips into his. I felt so safe again. I felt like I needed this and it would be payback from how Harvey hurt me. The kiss began to progress deeper and as we were into the moment, Tommy started backing me up towards the couch and started fidgeting with his belt to take his pants off. At that moment I knew it was going too far too soon.

"Hey..hey.. Do you mind if we just go slow ?..please?"

"I'd be more than happy to," he pecked my lips. I am really growing to really like Tommy more than a friend.

Authors note
I keep disappearing omg I've been getting into making YouTube videos which is great and I'm waiting to see if I got the job at Hollister:D that'd be so cool ! Fingers crossed ^_^ more chapters on their way !