Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
Darling, you give love a bad name...
You watched as Sam carelessly left you with Rowena and Cas to go and "throw Dean off"
You loved Sam, yes.
If you didn't you wouldn't still be here.
But he was always tossing you aside.
And you had remained there through it all, Ruby, Lucifer, Bobby dying, Dean going to Purgatory, Amy, trying to close the Gates of Hell, Gadreel, and Metatron killing Dean.
No matter how much Sam hurt you, abandoned you, or just plain forgot about you, you didn't even consider leaving his side.
An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison, you can't break free
Oh, oh, you're a loaded gun (yeah)
Oh, oh, there's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
When you two had first met, he was a scared kid who had just lost his dad and hit the road with his brother.
He had just been thrust back into hunting.
You two shared a hunt and a brief romantic moment, then went your separate ways.
But when Dean died after making a deal to save Sam, you were the one he went to for help.
And you two began to see each other.
You had never in a million years thought it would end up like this.
With you desperately loving Sam, even though you knew he would never love you back as much as you loved him.
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name (bad name)
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name
Sam had convinced you to take over Charlie's role at cracking the codex, so Rowena could crack the Book of the Damned.
Charlie wanted no part in it, but had instead lent you her system.
So, here you were, trying not to kill the witch you needed help from as she belittled you and raised your stress levels.
Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye
Oh, oh, you're a loaded gun
Oh, oh, there's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
You needed to breathe, so while Cas was paying attention to Rowena, you snuck out.
You knew it was a bad idea, but everything was catching up to you.
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name (bad name)
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
You give love... ah!
Oh!
You caved up in an old motel.
You were a heartbeat away from a panic attack.
You stared at the symbols.
"Oh my God. Stupid, stupid. Saints!" you exclaimed in realization.
You heard a banging on your door.
The hunters after the book.
They were here.
You were going to die.
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
You ran into the bathroom to hide and buy time.
You emailed Sam all your findings and called him.
"Y/N!" he exclaimed when he answered.
"Sam, look, I don't have much time. Those hunters after the book are here and-," you began.
"What motel, Y/N?" Dean's voice asked.
You didn't ask what had happened to Sam, but gave him the name of the hotel.
Sam was back on the phone just as you shrieked from the motel door being kicked in.
"Sam, they're here. Now listen, I emailed you the key to crack the code. You can help Dean and you two can go drive off into the sunset together. Or whatever it is you do," you tried to joke, but it was muffled by your tears of fear.
"Y/N," Sam whispered.
"I love you, Sam. And i know you don't feel the same, I know. But you had to hear it. Now put Dean on," you ordered.
You heard nothing until Dean grunted on the line.
"I love you, too, Dean. You take care of yourself. And don't let the mark win," you stated.
You took a deep breath as you heard the man open a closet.
"You keep kicking ass, Winchesters," you said, knowing they were both listening, "And you look out for each other."
You hung up the phone.
You stood and picked up the computer, crashing it against the bathroom sink multiple times and breaking it.
As the man entered the room, you readied yourself with your knife.
He grinned.
"Ready to die, gorgeous?" he chuckled.
"Always," you answered, charging at him.
When Sam and Dean entered the bathroom, they gaped and gagged at your bloody, dead body in the tub.
"No," Sam gasped.
"It's your fault," Dean growled.
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name (bad name)
I play my part
And you play your game
You give love a bad name (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)
(Whoa) You give love
(Whoa) You give love (bad name)
As the Winchesters entered the bunker after burning your body, Sam's phone went off.
Dean looked over his shoulder as Sam opened the email he had received.
Their eyes looked over the key to the code.
At the bottom, were the words that pierced both of their hearts:
"To the boy who gives love a bad name..."
*Song: "You Give Love A Bad Name" by Bon Jovi*
