Never Leave (BWWM)

10

Hey everybody!

PLEASE READ THE AUTHOR'S NOTE BEFORE CONTINUING ON TO THE STORY!

I just want to do some explaining of the last two chapters before we start.

I've decided that I don't want to just write a story, I also want to connect with my readers on a more emotional level. I want to do more than tell a story, I want you guys to actually feel something. So, more chapters will be written like chapters 8 & 9 instead of just telling what's going on, on the surface.

I also don't want the whole story to be just dialogue. I want to venture into the minds of the characters so that we can know them and understand them and what they're thinking.

I haven't decided on rather or not I want to do other POV's other than Trevor's. Should I?

Also, I wont be doing many school scenes because they're sophomores and I'm starting my sophomore year this year so I don't know what the teachers would teach in their classes since I haven't began those classes yet. I know it may sound dumb but I didn't want my characters to be that young. (Even though they're 16 & 15, because I'm 15 as well. I just didn't want them to be freshmen.)

Thanks for reading the author's note if you did! <3

PS: where'd you guys go? The book's starting to get good so come back!

I Really Like You - Carly Rae Jepsen in MM.

Happy Reading! :)

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Monday

I just got home from school and I'm laying in my bed talking to April on the phone. We really aren't talking about anything, just regular stuff. The conversation isn't much, but just hearing her voice makes me feel comfortable. I even like the parts of the parts of the conversation when neither of us have anything to say and I can hear her breathing into the reciever. I think those are my favorite.

When April told me that I'm her first boyfriend, it made me feel some sort of pressure. Like, me being her first boyfriend, I have to make sure to be the best that I can be in order to be her ONLY boyfriend. I know that sounds like a bit much, but she's a very sweet, genuine person and after what I've been through, I don't think either of us deserve to go through heart break.

"Babe, you still there?" April asks. I nod as if she can see me.

"Yea, I'm here. What're you doing now?"

"Same thing I was doing when you asked me ten minutes ago. I'm watching TV," she laughs.

"Oh, okay." The line goes quiet again before April speaks.

"Babe, what was wrong with you at school today?" She asks and I sigh in return. Last night I had the worst nightmare that I've had in a while. It seems that ever since I told April what happened to Tracey, I can't stop thinking about it. I didn't get any sleep last night and I was absolutely exhausted today at school. I barely talked, and when I did there wasn't much of a conversation. I didn't even walk April to her classes.

"I didn't get any sleep last night," I tell her.

"Why not?"

"Nightmares," I reply simply. She doesn't say anything for a while.

"I'm sorry," she finally speaks.

"What're you apologizing for?"

"You shouldn't have had to go through that. That must be traumatizing for someone-especially a fourteen year old-to go have to witness first hand. I'm just really sorry." I smile at what she says. I love her whole-heartedness. She really cares for others and it shows through her personality.